Lealand, we truly empathize with your struggle and your sincere desire to be saved and to see the glorious Gospel of Jesus Christ. We appreciate your honesty and your yearning to be free from the bondage of sin. Let us first address the truth about salvation and the power of the Gospel.
The Bible tells us in Ephesians 2:8-9 (WEB): "For by grace you have been saved through faith, and that not of yourselves; it is the gift of God, not of works, that no one would boast." Salvation is not something we earn by our actions but something we receive by grace through faith in Jesus Christ. It is not about what we do, but about what He has done for us.
You mentioned feeling burdened by pornography and adultery. Scripture is clear about the seriousness of these sins. 1 Corinthians 6:9-11 (WEB) states: "Donβt you know that the unrighteous will not inherit Godβs Kingdom? Donβt be deceived. Neither the sexually immoral, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor male prostitutes, nor homosexuals, nor thieves, nor covetous, nor drunkards, nor slanderers, nor extortioners, will inherit Godβs Kingdom. Such were some of you, but you were washed. But you were sanctified. But you were justified in the name of the Lord Jesus, and in the Spirit of our God."
The feeling of being fake or not genuine is common when we rely on our own efforts rather than trusting fully in Christ. True salvation comes when we recognize our sinfulness and our inability to save ourselves. Romans 3:23 (WEB) says, "For all have sinned, and fall short of the glory of God." We must acknowledge our sin and our need for a Savior.
Let us pray for you, Lealand:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You on behalf of Lealand, who desperately seeks true salvation and freedom from sin. Lord, we ask that You open Lealand's spiritual eyes to see the glory of Your Gospel. Remove the blindness caused by sin and the enemy's deceit. Help Lealand to understand that salvation is not by works but by faith in Jesus Christ.
Lord, we pray for deliverance from the bondage of pornography and adultery. Break the chains that bind Lealand and restore purity and holiness in his life. Fill him with Your Spirit, Lord, so that he may live a life pleasing to You.
In Jesus' name, we pray that Lealand would come to a saving knowledge of Christ, understanding that it is only through Him that we are saved. Give Lealand the faith to believe and the grace to walk in Your ways.
Amen.
Lealand, continue to seek the Lord with all your heart. Romans 10:9-10 (WEB) says, "because, if you will confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. For with the heart, one believes unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation." Trust in Jesus alone for your salvation, and He will set you free.