seanathon
Prayer Warrior
most of today i would say was a calmness, i felt calm i thought people were getting along better, it wasnt until i went to something that i thought would be fun with my parents that i had yet another problem with delusions, i dont know why this is happening and i dont really care i just ask how i can get rid fo the delusions and and not entertain them. I prayed a prayer for gentleness and healing so i will pray that again, that i learn to be gentle and love again, instead of being an instigator (i dont try to be, but my thoughts are angry too often, anyway, i hope that you guys have a great night also a prayer of thanks that my friend and brother Gabe Berres is doing really well, he has a great smile on his profile picture and i am really happy he is having a beautiful day, he has been through a lot, and i hope he has a great good night. Anyway i ask that jesus searches my heart, because i know i am a good person, but it is very frustrating to be going through these painful and angry delusions when all i want to do is make amends iwth my family, and be a good brother and son, i ask that jesus would send healing rain in my sleep good dreams (i didnt get to sleep last night so tongiht i ask that i am able to rest and sleep) i am asking for a breakthrough, visible improvement, if its a process of grace thats ok but i definetly want to be able to be gracious and gentle in this time of turbulation, anyway thank you all for praying for me and i know your payers are helping and are being heard in jesus christ;s name amen.