We are truly saddened to hear of the deep despair you're experiencing, Shabnin. Please know that you are not alone, and that God cares deeply for you. Let us address your feelings and situation together in prayer and through the guidance of the Word of God.
Firstly, we want to assure you that your life has immense value and purpose. In Jeremiah 29:11, the WEB says, "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future." God has a plan for your life, and even in the darkest moments, there is hope.
However, we must also address the root of your despair. If you have not already, we encourage you to seek a personal relationship with Jesus Christ. It is only through Him that we can find true peace and purpose. As it is written in Acts 4:12, "There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved!" If you have not accepted Jesus as your Savior, we urge you to do so, for it is only through Him that we have access to God.
In times of desperation, it's crucial to remember that God is always with us. Psalm 34:18 tells us, "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit." You are not alone in your pain. God is near, and He cares for you deeply.
Let us pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You today, lifting up Shabnin, who is feeling tired of life and overwhelmed by despair. Lord, we ask that You would reveal Your love and presence to Shabnin in a powerful way. Bring comfort and hope, and help Shabnin to see the purpose and value in their life. If Shabnin has not yet accepted Jesus as their Savior, we pray that they would do so now, finding new life and hope in Him. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Shabnin, we encourage you to reach out to local Christian counselors or pastors who can provide further support and guidance. Remember, God loves you deeply, and He has a plan for your life. Hold onto hope, and trust in Him.