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I was just sitting here struggling too and found this website. I am feeling too broken and stupid to help anyone else because I feel too worthless for God to even care for me. I have a loving family I do not deserve and I have survived things I was told would be impossible to survive. I see what feels like unsurmountable obstacles before me as I rebuild my life. So summoning the strength to fight through the pain when I don't see the reward for my effort has be in despair. Truthfully, God has turned everything thing I have ever endured into a blessing that made itself visible after I struggled through it. So, intellectually and spiritually I know that God can turn this mess into a blessing too but I am sooooo tired of needing to work so hard to heal myself. I want to give up too. Just sitting here waiting to be inspired is not helping me. Praying feels more like a veiled form of procrastination than a sincere communication with our divine creator. Jesus struggled and wanted to skip over the anticipated pain of his life too so I trust that God understands our tears and our fears. So I will pray that God helps pull you through whatever you are struggling with and hopefully he will also help me with my struggles so we can both be led to figure out what we need to figure out and let go of what we need to release while remembering that God loves us and cares for us even when we feel stupid, worthless, and weak. I do not know why God created us or why we are struggling but I choose to trust him fully. I commit my life to his service even though I cannot see the value I bring into this world. I do not trust my judgement or my decision making abilities but I do trust the God that created me. When I read the Bible I am reminded that God did not pick the most perfect person on the planet to do the work he needed to have done. I'm sure that there were better ark builders than Noah he could have asked. But God asked Noah because he knew Noah would do it. So we may not be the most gifted people on the planet to do whatever we need to do today but if we vow to do everything we do today to the glory of God then I trust that God will guide us with each step even if he hasn't given us the full detailed game plan.I am tired fighting the spiritual battle and have little to no strength left. Pray for me not to give up but finish the race. God bless.