Anonymous
Beloved of All
Tired of so much adversity, constant depression, health issues, financial needs. Nothing has been good in my life for many years in spite of being thankful and helping others always. Since I was a child even. I miss my only friend and my reason for living - my mother. She was the epitome of a Proverbs 31 wife and mother. God took her home and my life hasn't been the same ever since. I think of her non-stop. She was my only reason for living. I have severe depression and strange dreams since she left this earth.
**I've been praying for years to be married and to have a family of my own. God's word assures me its not good to be alone and "he who finds a wife finds a good thing and obtains favor..". I've sewn into ministries and helped so many people financially and other ways. Now I'm the one in need financially. I need a new car mine has around 300K miles and needs replaced. At least $30K in repairs/upgrades to my home. Where are you God who promises you will hear from heaven and answer? I dont remember the last time any of my prayers were answered. This further makes me question my faith. It's definitely shaken to the core. God, I call out to you daily and wait for your answer. WHERE ARE YOU?
I'm so tired, depressed, lonely and so empty inside. This depression and sadness is overwhelming. Debilitating. I can hardly get out of bed. So much more that I'm dealing with but I guess it doesn't matter since none of the prayers I have been praying have been answered over the past 20+ years. Before anyone says its not Gods will, everything I'm praying for IS in the Bible. So it IS His Will.
I'm also worried about the health and well-being of my dad. He needs healing in his body. So do I with several things. And my brothers too. Pray the blood of Jesus upon us and Psalm 91 over my family.
Hope deferred makes the heart sick. TBH, I want to join my mom in heaven. Pray God will take me home soon. Nothing good on this earth for me. Tired of always being alone. Tired of trying to meet and get to know people only to be used by them. I have no friends. Only people who know me when they need something. It's not a good feeling to be used by people.
My employer has laid off over 15K people and laying off more. They are imposing impossible expectations and work conditions. They have also ignored my medical accommodation. It is a violation of the ADA - Americans with Disibilities Act. They dont care. I need favor on my job. I've done good for the company for many years. Now they would easily get rid of me.
People love assuming things about others and passing judgment. People should examine themselves and their own lives before speaking/typing one word. It would be good if people would actually pray for one another and not just copy and paste so called prayers. The bible warns against repetitive repeated prayers of recitation. It's not actually praying and the one its intended for knows its copied and pasted. God sees it and isn't impressed with recited/repeated 'prayers as he says in the bible.
**I've been praying for years to be married and to have a family of my own. God's word assures me its not good to be alone and "he who finds a wife finds a good thing and obtains favor..". I've sewn into ministries and helped so many people financially and other ways. Now I'm the one in need financially. I need a new car mine has around 300K miles and needs replaced. At least $30K in repairs/upgrades to my home. Where are you God who promises you will hear from heaven and answer? I dont remember the last time any of my prayers were answered. This further makes me question my faith. It's definitely shaken to the core. God, I call out to you daily and wait for your answer. WHERE ARE YOU?
I'm so tired, depressed, lonely and so empty inside. This depression and sadness is overwhelming. Debilitating. I can hardly get out of bed. So much more that I'm dealing with but I guess it doesn't matter since none of the prayers I have been praying have been answered over the past 20+ years. Before anyone says its not Gods will, everything I'm praying for IS in the Bible. So it IS His Will.
I'm also worried about the health and well-being of my dad. He needs healing in his body. So do I with several things. And my brothers too. Pray the blood of Jesus upon us and Psalm 91 over my family.
Hope deferred makes the heart sick. TBH, I want to join my mom in heaven. Pray God will take me home soon. Nothing good on this earth for me. Tired of always being alone. Tired of trying to meet and get to know people only to be used by them. I have no friends. Only people who know me when they need something. It's not a good feeling to be used by people.
My employer has laid off over 15K people and laying off more. They are imposing impossible expectations and work conditions. They have also ignored my medical accommodation. It is a violation of the ADA - Americans with Disibilities Act. They dont care. I need favor on my job. I've done good for the company for many years. Now they would easily get rid of me.
People love assuming things about others and passing judgment. People should examine themselves and their own lives before speaking/typing one word. It would be good if people would actually pray for one another and not just copy and paste so called prayers. The bible warns against repetitive repeated prayers of recitation. It's not actually praying and the one its intended for knows its copied and pasted. God sees it and isn't impressed with recited/repeated 'prayers as he says in the bible.