RobertH
Humble Prayer Warrior
I've been in Utah hauling crude oil. Been here since June and still haven't reached the maximum earning potential that I could have if I had been dispatched better, if the day driver would have shared the truck fairly with me. I'm thankful for the opportunity I've had here but I don't want to do it anymore. Back in June my father in law ended up in the hospital just before I left for Utah. My wife did not tell me that her Dad was actually dying. She knew how much the opportunity with this employer meant to me. Anyway, my wife has developed a lot of anxiety and has been having panic attacks the last couple months. I've been struggling with the thought of her and everything she's been going through. She has a full schedule taking care of our kids, cooking, cleaning, running errands, taking care of her brother full time. I need to get a job close to home so I can be there for her and our kids. I had a bad day at work, it lasted about an hour and a half. I kept finding issues with my work truck, even though the shop just serviced it. Low on coolant, low on oil, new oil leak on one of the trailers.. dispatch just ended up giving me the day Off. I just don't want to do this anymore. I have almost 17 years experience as a truck driver. I need prayers for God to guide me and lead me to the job that is in his will. Seems like the area I live in Washington State is overpopulated with truck drivers. There are dozens of low paying trucking jobs. Thank you for your prayers and support in this matter. I'll keep you all posted and hopefully give a praise report soon!