Sis in christ
Humble Prayer Partner
This week sounds like a long week for me. I felt really directionless in my current job and isolated in my workplace. im sure this position doesn't align with my strength and interest in the long run. There's a hospital opening vacancy for similar position in my previous job back in another state. I doubt if it is for me, i have applied first time last year and i didn't get any interview. This time i try to improve my application resume but apply as just give a try. After job, i felt depressed. I find myself constantly worrying my current situation. I could not fit into my church fellowship. I did not find any interesting activities in my small hometown here. I could not find my friends that often as my social circle is really limited. One of my friend a has married and not being able to entertain me. While another friend is also busy with her life, and i find myself might be annoying to her when i express so many negative things to her. I really hope for something new. But i felt stuck at my own hometown with my parents as if im having a retired life. I struggle to make new friends at my workplace and even after work. And im still single without knowing how to meet my future husband. I know i should be thankful for able to reunite with my parents, with home comfort food and rest. But deep down, i felt like i dont understand what is the reason for everyday. I dont have a life and i dont enjoy life. Parents are worried about my marriage problem but i have these struggles in me. I keep this in prayer many times a day and i wish I could have someone praying for me. I thank you for having this place for me to release my inner struggles. I pray that i could be released from any form of delay spirit that is hindering me from blessings from god.