Sis in christ
Humble Prayer Partner
This week sounds like a long week for me. I felt really directionless in my current job and isolated in my workplace. I'm sure this position doesn't align with my strengths and interests in the long run. There's a hospital opening vacancy for a similar position in my previous job back in another state. I doubt if it is for me; I applied for the first time last year and didn't get any interview. This time I try to improve my application resume but apply as just give a try. After the job, I felt depressed. I find myself constantly worrying about my current situation. I could not fit into my church fellowship. I did not find any interesting activities in my small hometown here. I could not find my friends often as my social circle is really limited. One of my friends has married and is not able to entertain me. While another friend is also busy with her life, and I find myself might be annoying to her when I express so many negative things to her. I really hope for something new. But I felt stuck in my own hometown with my parents as if I'm having a retired life. I struggle to make new friends at my workplace and even after work. And I'm still single without knowing how to meet my future husband. I know I should be thankful for being able to reunite with my parents, with home comfort food and rest. But deep down, I feel like I don't understand the reason for every day. I don't have a life and I don't enjoy life. Parents are worried about my marriage problem, but I have these struggles in me. I keep this in prayer many times a day and I wish I could have someone praying for me. I thank you for having this place for me to release my inner struggles. I pray that I could be released from any form of delay spirit that is hindering me from blessings from God.