Oplexilok
Disciple of Prayer
This request may seem very insignificant, but it has troubled me a lot. i started my job recently and i thought i had prayed to get a domain that i could manage, but i've been let down. My domain involves coding and as easily as it may come to everyone else, it doesn't to me. I struggle with it and it's just not my thing. i have a coding exam next week and to be very honest i don't think i will pass, which is why i could face termination. Nobody understands when i tell them that i can't code, i just can't. everyone either looks down on me or just says practice. well i have practiced and i'm still trying, it's just that with each passing day it gets difficult to even try because i just end up crying and think about how stupid i am. I just want you guys to pray for me so that i can overcome the test or find something better. i am exhausted and im a person of anxiety, it just gets worse. Maybe i'm not praying right or maybe god isn't even listening to me.