Let's support Toney Sr. in his fight to reclaim what the devil has stolen. "For the weapons of our warfare are not carnal, but mighty through God to the pulling down of strong holds" (2 Cor 10:4). Trusting Jesus for restoration and victory! 
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TrustingonlyinGod
Prayer Warrior
This post is so hard for me but I must be true to confess for complete understanding of my prayer need. I don't know how to pray about this anymore. Friday I prayed for time with my husband. He said he wanted to spend time with me and I was so happy. He came over we did not speak of the past.We instantly fell into each others arms and I gave him all the love I had in my heart for him as his wife. We went to dinner, laughed, and he was gentle to my every need. He held my hand and showered me with affection. He spent the night with me. I told him how much I loved him and he told me he loved me too. The next morning the love I felt for him was abound and I felt it was in both of us. I ask him to pray with me and with tears in my eyes I gave thanks to God for our wonderful evening together and for the love he had shown me.We prayed for our family and each others hearts and for his children and my daughter, all of them are grown. I asked him to pray with me for God to heal and restore our love completely......I thought he was sincere. He left in a hurry for work. My heart was sinking because deep inside I felt alone as he was leaving. I said call me as he walked out the door....he got in his truck and drove away. I thanked God for our time together and held strong to my faith that God was working in our marriage the whole day. That evening no call from him. I called him several times with no reply.I felt God telling me to go to his house. We have two homes and lived in both together since we got married 18 months ago. His we put on the market a while back, but when he left mid April he moved back in there. When I arrived he was not there. I went in and his computer was on, he must have left in a hurry. Well as I read my heart crumbled into ash. The things he said to other women, 3 different ones he has been chatting with and one he was sending pics. She was the age of our kids in her 20's. I was shaking so hard with fear I could hardly type the keys to read further. He talked me down as a nag and a wet blanket over his life and his freedom. Said his separation from me had finally given him back his happiness and stamina. he was asking them out for the past couple weeks back and forth, Telling them how sexy they were and calling them names like Hot pants and sexy britches. At this point I was numb. I text him and told him I was on his computer and then I text the 20 something year old and told her she should be ashamed, that this was his wife and she was dealing with a married man and that he had been with me the night before. I told her she could have the sinful man if she wanted him because that's what they both deserved. Then I left. He text me back and said "I hope you got your eyes full" I'll be so glad to have you out of my life!" not in exactly those words. My tears were lost inside me and I thanked God for leading me there to see that. Then It hit me hard. I headed to the bar in my sadness and pain abound....when I got there I could not go in. I sat in the parking lot for and hour praying then went home and read my bible till I fell asleep. Thanking God every minute for my life and asking him to heal my pain....and to somehow humble my husband. The next morning I was angry and still hurting. I was trying to be strong but at this point I just wanted it to be over. I took most of his things to his Moms, I told her what he had done and we cried. She is a Good Christian woman and his brother is our pastor.I needed my pastor to talk to but could not because its his brother. I've never felt so alone in my life. I text my husband and told him what I did with his things. He said the sooner we get a divorce the better. Maybe he is right after all he has done. I trusted him and our marriage covenant. Later I sent him scripture and begged him to give his soul back to God. He knows his sin and the consequences as I told him so straight from the word of God. All he has done is cursed me in awful rage and told me he was tired of me sending him to hell. I told him he was doing that to him self by his own free will...Not me. I need someone to help me. Am I free from this marriage in Gods eyes? Should I stop praying for him as my husband? Satan has got a tight hold on him now and I told him Satan is sitting back laughing and all the damage he is doing. I feel so much pain and do not know which direction to go with my life. Please pray for me with all your heart. I told my husband I did not love him after what he has been doing...but I do still love him. I just wish I knew what to do. I Give this all up to God once again. Please help me find some kind of understand. If any one out there knows Scripture to direct me as a child of God, what is right and what is wrong for me to do I would greatly and lovingly appreciate it. Praising God in my storm and loving Jesus always. These things I pray in Jesus holy name, Amen
