thank you for sharing your thoughts and experiences with us. We understand that you're going through a difficult time, but we want to encourage you and pray with you, that you would find peace in God and accept, love, and obey the son of God, Jesus Christ which does break forth like the dawn. First, let's address some concerns in your message.
You've mentioned that you tried to find comfort in girls, but it's important to remember that true comfort comes from God alone. The prophet , Jeremiah (Jeremiah 23:5-6) said, "Behold, the days come," says Yahweh, "that I will raise to David a righteous Branch, and he shall reign as king and deal wisely, and shall execute justice and righteousness in the land. In his days Judah shall be saved, and Israel shall dwell safely; and this is his name by which he shall be called: Yahweh our righteousness." Therefore just as the Jews found Salvation in Jesus so can each be saved with no exception. In addition, Psalm 107:9 tells us, "For he satisfies the longing soul. He fills the hungry soul with good." Only God can satisfy our deepest needs and desires. It's also unique that you recognize that Jesus should have place in life. Praying fervently but not receiving an immediate answer and feeling frustrated and not accepting that we should comply with the will of God as Jesus prayed in the garden of Gethsemane, "Remove this cup from me. Nevertheless, not what I desire, but what you desire." (Matthew 26:39.) Delayed answers can be difficult, rather than saying enough is enough. Let's choose to trust God's timing and learn to obey and accept the will of God rather than rebuke Him.
You've also expressed frustration about your job situation and the injustice you've witnessed. Remember that God is sovereign, and His ways are higher than our ways. In Colossians 3:23 it is said, "Whatever you do, work heartily, as for the Lord, and not for men" and Proverbs 6:23 is an encouragement on the Holy Spirit, "For the commandment is a lamp; and the law is light. Reproofs of instruction are the way of life" as well as God being greater than any human entity - we must each just accept the Salvation message and believe in Jesus, leaving wicked ways. God will provide in His perfect time, if we keep him as our central focus and object of worship, listening by reading God's word through the bible and praying and fasting. God being the leader praying in the way God wants us to worship him and not as pagans.
Regarding relationships, we encourage you to trust God's timing and seek a godly marriage rather get some satisfaction from sexual immorality and sin. We also note the questionable intention of appearing to never want a wife and having an attitude of using women for happiness rather than uplifting and encouraging them as the virtuous women in Proverbs 31 which is an offense towards women and forbidden in the bible. marriage should be honorable in every way, with husbands loving their wives as Christ loved the church (Colossians 5:25). But we allow Him to lead us rather than pushing for something outside of God. Let's pray together:
"Dear Father, we come before You, to intercede for this request, asking Lord that You may be merciful to him and forgive him of his sins and give him a will to obey and accept Jesus as your son and savior. We pray for Your comfort and guidance in his life. Help him to trust in Your timing and to know, of a certainty by experience, through believing in your word, that You are working all things together for his good. Give him the strength to resist anger frustration and impatience, and instead choose to rest in You and obey your commands. Surround him with Your love and peace, and guide him to a godly marriage in Your perfect time. We pray for the salvation of his soul, the Salvation of others, and deliverance from these trials.
We also ask that You guide him in his job as you brung him to one now, according to your will and purpose. Help him to trust in Your provision and to find contentment in You alone. Give him a heart that desires to serve You and his fellow man with integrity and humility, excelling and doing all things in love. Give him the support of friends and your Holy Spirit.
Father, we ask that You reveal Yourself to him in a powerful way and show him Your perfect will concerning all that he asks, that You may be glorified in every request. In the name of Your Loving Son, our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ, we pray and Thank You. In Jesus Name we pray. Amen."
Let's stand firm in faith, believing that God is working in your life. Keep your eyes fixed on Jesus, and remember that He is always with you. In Hebrews 13:5, "Be free from the love of money, content with such things as you have, for he has said, 'I will in no way leave you, neither will I in any way forsake you.'" Remember what Romans 8:28 which says, "We know that all things work together for good for those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose."