Erabras
Humble Prayer Warrior
This is ###, my mom is ###. Guys, I have to tell you, my life is no less than a daydream. I always suffer, and if I am happy one day, problems come in another way. I don't have a father or siblings. Only my mother, she is diabetic, has hypertension, and is overweight, which causes her to breathe slowly. She is still taking breaths slowly now. I am sick of suffering. I even prayed this morning, "How can this suffering me?" I have nerve weakness since my childhood and stopped medications due to financial problems. Look, I don't have anyone to take care of me. I lost my job recently and have suffered to death in the past 18 years. It's better to commit suicide than bear all this, as I already have so much in life. When my dad was alive, he suffered from one thing or another since I was 8, and I grew up in typical distress, dread, and anxiety of losing him. I can't take this anymore. God, I know you are greater than every spirit. Whatever spirit is suffering my mom, heal my mom. You are the savior, God. Nothing is impossible for you. I beg you, God, show mercy over my life. I don't have anyone except my mom. Whatever I have, either I lost it or got separated. Is this the life you want me to die in the middle of? You help me by healing my mom from whatever disease she has in her body or take me!