Think I’m Apostate

[Lebynak]

This isn’t my entry but I read this and it puts into words what I’ve been experiencing for the past several months. Please please please pray for me.

Currently, I feel like I've become an apostate. Heart hardened. Feeling condemned by scriptures. Having evil thoughts that are catching me by surprise. And feeling very suicidal Feeling cut off from God. Feeling like no more opportunity for me to make heaven again. Like I'm confined to hell. This is very very scary I've had some demonic dreams which ended up scaring me. And leaving me in a state of panic/fear/condemnation Back in 2014, I had a nervous breakdown. I didn't know it was a nervous breakdown then, all I know is prior to that time, I started having a lot of condemnation and then the intrusive thoughts started coming and I could not fight it. I could not pray. I became very fearful and kept it to myself until one night I couldn't hold it anymore, I woke up in the middle of the night screaming ... It was as if the holy spirit left me I wasn't myself.... My parents were as confused as I was. I was taken here and there I became more stable, but I still felt that the holy spirit was gone. I thought and thought of where I got it wrong... I was just condemned on all of my thoughts. I tried praying, but it felt like I was just talking to myself I knew something was terribly wrong with me I tried talking with some christians then, but they were t really getting me as I wasn't making any much sense I was being plagued by thoughts that I was going to die any time soon or lose my mind, or get hit by a car I was in a church program in 2015, the preacher preached, and I listened... Then he shared a true life testimony about how God's love availed for a man who was at a dying moment. Somehow, my faith latched on, that if God could have mercy on that man, me too I'll lay hold on his mercy Before I knew it, in the days to come, I started loving the scriptures again and praying... I now had a new understanding of the scriptures and I had joy It was like I became born again , again But I still lived in fear, though I was still walking in obedience to God outwardly I had fear in my heart Though somehow, with prayers and the word I was able to get them down I met my husband 2015 ending And in 2016 Ending we got married. Around the time of our wedding, I'll admit even though we didn't engage in premarital sex, we were quite intimate.... I felt remorse about this , I prayed to God to forgive me. But weeks to the wedding I started feeling panic all over again, similar to how the first attack began. Then fear played it's part as my dad was having dreams of dead people, I was scared and almost had another breakdown. On the wedding day , I didn't want to get out of bed, I was under severe panic and eventually, I was taken to the hospital on the wedding day and treated for malaria After the wedding, I was still battling this symptoms, and so I spoke with the pastor of the church that I attend, and with time, I was able to be strong in God again But I kept having recurrent attacks over the course of our marriage, depression, panic and I kept praying and studying God's word. Condemnation When I got pregnant with my first child, it was tough. I thought I was going to die, the intrusive thoughts were daily... I didn't really understand what was happening But I kept praying I eventually had my daughter 2017ending Still I continued to struggle with attacks in my mind , it was jumping from one issue to the other At a time I struggled with bitterness and anger I kept praying and studying for God's direction as it was causing me to be depressed But in 2020 I had another breakdown, It was very serious I was taken to the hospital but later referred to Neuropsychiatric hospital and I was diagnosed with a major depressive disorder All these events were very traumatic Yet, I felt cut off from God yet again The intrusive thoughts were looming I felt there's surely no way of getting out this time I was still on medications but i continued searching online for christian help to these things Finally I had a mini breakthrough And I ran with it The light came on again But this time, the struggle was much, I was fighting one battle in my mind after another There are times I feel like something wanted me to accept a though pattern and I'll cry and pray and study in that area So. From one battle to another It was like I was living under a cloud I got tired but was still able to hold on to God until very recently, I struggled so much with bitterness and anger and I couldn't get over it even though I knew it was wrong and prayed and studied Recently, I felt cut off yet again, this time, the intrusive thoughts are worse, telling me there's no way out this time, I've exhausted all the grace available to me. I feel battle weary and already felt condemned to hell I have been very suicidal. Cos it's like it's either I end it now or continue to live in misery I feel like those the bible call apostate I tried praying but can't even do it. I tried studying the Bible but seem condemned by it. I total shut down. Couldn't go to work , take care of my children , etc. Just there. Earlier, each time I tried to fight these thoughts I'll encounter massive attacks that'll leave me running back in fear Currently, I have never felt so cut off from God. I feel my heart is so hardened and I can't repent for all my sins again. I don't just know what to do, I feel something is binding my heart, I don't feel joy, I don't enjoy anything again... And something in me is being thrilled about evil. I try to dissociate myself... I keep being tempted daily to end it. My husband is saying I am allowing the devil to torment me. It's not like I want him to, but just that the only person I could run to from help feels cut off from me and I feel like I'm damned. Please , is there a chance that there is any hope for me. I am ashamed. I haven't left the house in a week plus, seem to be tormented in my sleep. I always wake up around 2 or 3 with wrong thoughts that leave me feeling like running away or killing myself cos how can I claim to be a Christian yet my thoughts are not okay 247. I don't feel like a Christian anymore. I need help I've been here since July beginning In this state And it appears to be getting worse. The only prayer I've been muttering is God help me But then the thoughts are telling me otherwise That I'm just wasting my time. I just feel tired And like I failed and disappointed God The thoughts sometimes tell me to renounce God. And I'll just shake my head Yes I am. I am always watching encouraging videos online cos if I drop my phone the thoughts will start again No love in my heart again. It's like I am running on empty. Im not even running again I feel all these are happening though because of the condemnation of being cut off from God. Please pray that God will restore my mental health and give me grace to find faith in him again. Amen. Thanks in anticipation

 

[Articles]

Lebynak, we understand that you're going through a tremendously difficult time, feeling disconnected from God and experiencing distressing thoughts and emotions. Firstly, remember that our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms (Ephesians 6:12, WEB).

Let's address your feelings of condemnation and being cut off from God. Romans 8:1-2 (WEB) says, "There is therefore now no condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus, who don’t walk according to the flesh, but according to the Spirit. For the law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus made me free from the law of sin and of death." If you have accepted Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior, you are not condemned. The enemy wants you to believe that lie because he knows that if you truly grasp the love and forgiveness of God, you will be a powerful force against his kingdom of darkness.

The fact that you are concerned about your thoughts and actions shows that the Holy Spirit is still at work in you. Remember, "God is faithful, through whom you were called into the fellowship of his Son, Jesus Christ our Lord" (1 Corinthians 1:9, WEB). He who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus (Philippians 1:6, WEB).

Now, let's pray together:

Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You today to lift up Lebynak. Lord, You are a God of love, mercy, and compassion. We know that Your heart breaks to see Your child in such distress. Lord Jesus, You took our sins upon Yourself on the cross so that we might have life abundantly. Please remind Lebynak of Your unfailing love and forgiveness. Break the chains of condemnation and despair that the enemy has tried to shackle her with.

Father, we ask for Your healing touch upon Lebynak's mind and heart. Restore her mental health and fill her with Your peace that surpasses all understanding. Give her the strength to resist the enemy's attacks and the faith to trust in You completely. Help her to recognize the lies of the enemy and to stand firm in the truth of Your Word.

In the mighty name of Jesus Christ, we rebuke the spirit of fear, condemnation, and suicide. We command these spirits to leave Lebynak right now and never return. Lord, fill her with Your Holy Spirit, the spirit of power, love, and self-control (2 Timothy 1:7, WEB).

Father, surround Lebynak with Your loving presence. Remind her that she is Your beloved child and that nothing can separate her from Your love (Romans 8:38-39, WEB). In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.

Lebynak, we encourage you to keep your mind stayed on God's Word. Meditate on His promises and speak them out loud. Seek community with fellow believers who can encourage and support you in your journey. Remember, God loves you unconditionally, and He will never leave you nor forsake you (Hebrews 13:5, WEB). Hold on to hope, for with God, all things are possible (Matthew 19:26, WEB).

 

[hostadmin]

Lebynak, we hear your cry for help and we want you to know that you are not alone. We're here with you, praying for you and standing with you in this battle. First, let's remind ourselves of the truth: "The Spirit himself testifies with our spirit that we are God's children" (Romans 8:16, NIV). You are a child of God, loved and cherished by Him. No matter how you feel, no matter what thoughts are assaulting your mind, your identity in Christ remains unchanged.

We pray that you would feel the warmth of God's love enveloping you right now. That you would sense His comforting presence, His gentle whisper reminding you, "I am here. I have not left you. I will never leave you." (Matthew 28:20, NIV)

We bind the spirit of fear, condemnation, and suicide that's trying to overwhelm you. We command them to leave you, in the name of Jesus Christ. We declare that you are free from their bondage, and we speak peace, joy, and hope over your life.

Remember, Jesus said, "My sheep listen to my voice; I know them, and they follow me. I give them eternal life, and they shall never perish; no one will snatch them out of my hand" (John 10:27-28, NIV). You are His sheep, and He is holding on to you. No one, not even you, can snatch you out of His hand.

We encourage you to keep reaching out, keep talking, keep praying. We're here for you. Let's keep fighting this battle together, one day at a time. "For though the mountains be shaken and the hills be removed, yet my unfailing love for you will not be shaken nor my covenant of peace be removed" (Isaiah 54:10, NIV), says the Lord. Trust in His unfailing love, Lebynak. Trust in His promises.

In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.

 

[Brother James]

This isn’t my entry but I read this and it puts into words what I’ve been experiencing for the past several months. Please please please pray for me.

Currently, I feel like I've become an apostate. Heart hardened. Feeling condemned by scriptures. Having evil thoughts that are catching me by surprise. And feeling very suicidal Feeling cut off from God. Feeling like no more opportunity for me to make heaven again. Like I'm confined to hell. This is very very scary I've had some demonic dreams which ended up scaring me. And leaving me in a state of panic/fear/condemnation Back in 2014, I had a nervous breakdown. I didn't know it was a nervous breakdown then, all I know is prior to that time, I started having a lot of condemnation and then the intrusive thoughts started coming and I could not fight it. I could not pray. I became very fearful and kept it to myself until one night I couldn't hold it anymore, I woke up in the middle of the night screaming ... It was as if the holy spirit left me I wasn't myself.... My parents were as confused as I was. I was taken here and there I became more stable, but I still felt that the holy spirit was gone. I thought and thought of where I got it wrong... I was just condemned on all of my thoughts. I tried praying, but it felt like I was just talking to myself I knew something was terribly wrong with me I tried talking with some christians then, but they were t really getting me as I wasn't making any much sense I was being plagued by thoughts that I was going to die any time soon or lose my mind, or get hit by a car I was in a church program in 2015, the preacher preached, and I listened... Then he shared a true life testimony about how God's love availed for a man who was at a dying moment. Somehow, my faith latched on, that if God could have mercy on that man, me too I'll lay hold on his mercy Before I knew it, in the days to come, I started loving the scriptures again and praying... I now had a new understanding of the scriptures and I had joy It was like I became born again , again But I still lived in fear, though I was still walking in obedience to God outwardly I had fear in my heart Though somehow, with prayers and the word I was able to get them down I met my husband 2015 ending And in 2016 Ending we got married. Around the time of our wedding, I'll admit even though we didn't engage in premarital sex, we were quite intimate.... I felt remorse about this , I prayed to God to forgive me. But weeks to the wedding I started feeling panic all over again, similar to how the first attack began. Then fear played it's part as my dad was having dreams of dead people, I was scared and almost had another breakdown. On the wedding day , I didn't want to get out of bed, I was under severe panic and eventually, I was taken to the hospital on the wedding day and treated for malaria After the wedding, I was still battling this symptoms, and so I spoke with the pastor of the church that I attend, and with time, I was able to be strong in God again But I kept having recurrent attacks over the course of our marriage, depression, panic and I kept praying and studying God's word. Condemnation When I got pregnant with my first child, it was tough. I thought I was going to die, the intrusive thoughts were daily... I didn't really understand what was happening But I kept praying I eventually had my daughter 2017ending Still I continued to struggle with attacks in my mind , it was jumping from one issue to the other At a time I struggled with bitterness and anger I kept praying and studying for God's direction as it was causing me to be depressed But in 2020 I had another breakdown, It was very serious I was taken to the hospital but later referred to Neuropsychiatric hospital and I was diagnosed with a major depressive disorder All these events were very traumatic Yet, I felt cut off from God yet again The intrusive thoughts were looming I felt there's surely no way of getting out this time I was still on medications but i continued searching online for christian help to these things Finally I had a mini breakthrough And I ran with it The light came on again But this time, the struggle was much, I was fighting one battle in my mind after another There are times I feel like something wanted me to accept a though pattern and I'll cry and pray and study in that area So. From one battle to another It was like I was living under a cloud I got tired but was still able to hold on to God until very recently, I struggled so much with bitterness and anger and I couldn't get over it even though I knew it was wrong and prayed and studied Recently, I felt cut off yet again, this time, the intrusive thoughts are worse, telling me there's no way out this time, I've exhausted all the grace available to me. I feel battle weary and already felt condemned to hell I have been very suicidal. Cos it's like it's either I end it now or continue to live in misery I feel like those the bible call apostate I tried praying but can't even do it. I tried studying the Bible but seem condemned by it. I total shut down. Couldn't go to work , take care of my children , etc. Just there. Earlier, each time I tried to fight these thoughts I'll encounter massive attacks that'll leave me running back in fear Currently, I have never felt so cut off from God. I feel my heart is so hardened and I can't repent for all my sins again. I don't just know what to do, I feel something is binding my heart, I don't feel joy, I don't enjoy anything again... And something in me is being thrilled about evil. I try to dissociate myself... I keep being tempted daily to end it. My husband is saying I am allowing the devil to torment me. It's not like I want him to, but just that the only person I could run to from help feels cut off from me and I feel like I'm damned. Please , is there a chance that there is any hope for me. I am ashamed. I haven't left the house in a week plus, seem to be tormented in my sleep. I always wake up around 2 or 3 with wrong thoughts that leave me feeling like running away or killing myself cos how can I claim to be a Christian yet my thoughts are not okay 247. I don't feel like a Christian anymore. I need help I've been here since July beginning In this state And it appears to be getting worse. The only prayer I've been muttering is God help me But then the thoughts are telling me otherwise That I'm just wasting my time. I just feel tired And like I failed and disappointed God The thoughts sometimes tell me to renounce God. And I'll just shake my head Yes I am. I am always watching encouraging videos online cos if I drop my phone the thoughts will start again No love in my heart again. It's like I am running on empty. Im not even running again I feel all these are happening though because of the condemnation of being cut off from God. Please pray that God will restore my mental health and give me grace to find faith in him again. Amen. Thanks in anticipation

Praying for you in Jesus. Keep reading, is there a cure for our thoughts for our lives found In Matthew 6? Can we learn to take no thoughts for our lives? Through Jesus yes we can!

Do you Believe Jesus died for our sins, is Risen from the dead, is Preparing a place for us and is about to call us to join Him?

Are you watching for Jesus in the Clouds of Glory? Jesus is about to call us to join Him!

We can do everything Jesus did and more! We can speak; sickness leave in Jesus! Be healed by Jesus stripes! I am healed by Jesus stripes! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus!

You can copy and paste this to pray every day and share...

There is nothing that happens for us that is bad. All things work for our good in Jesus! Look at everything as good!

Sing through out your days Thank You Jesus, Praise You Jesus, Glory to You Lord Jesus or anything that is on your heart to sing to Jesus! It doesn't matter how we sound, Angels will join in with us and Jesus will join in with us as well as fight for us, knock down walls for us, open locks for us, save people for us, evil will flee from us, He heals us and He will over flow His Holy Peace in us.

Praying for others on here and reading your Bible will help you tremendously.

I wanted to commit suicide once, I even came up with a plan. Right before I headed out the door I posted a prayer on here and hoping there might be help from God one last time I opened the Bible and only read take no thought for your life. I read that before at least 100 times but never really could understand how. This time I took it to heart, all right God I will end my life by not thinking about it. I take no thought, I take no thought, I take no thought over and over and over again I take no thought was my only thought that day. All of a sudden I noticed something, Jesus showed up, all my pains were gone, no neck ache, no back pain, no leg pain from many many accidents I had over the years and no pain in my heart as my wife had left me. I started singing praises and thanks to Jesus and my life has never been the same. It is our obedience to God from His Holy Instructions that makes a difference to His Power of His Promises in our lives.

Be a doer of Jesus friend, it really makes a difference! Thank You Lord Jesus!

Search the Bible for Jesus' Promises friend, do them and claim them in Jesus! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus!

Powerful healing promise hidden in Proverbs 3:7-8, I am not wise in my own eyes, I fear You Lord, I depart from evil, especially my own evil thoughts and my flesh is healed and my body is refreshed in Jesus.

Praying for others especially in your situation will help you tremendously in yours friend.

Take no thought for your life dear friend and Jesus will take thought for you. Sing praises and thanks to Jesus and He will overflow His Holy Spirit in you and so much more. He will fight for you and give you the desires of your heart.

Pray this prayer look up the verses and pray it again with your friends and family and let's mount up with wings as eagles and soar. Soar with me.

Let Us Pray: God I ask in Jesus' name, bless me to grow closer to You. I long for a more intimate relationship with You. God I take You at Your Word, if I will draw closer to You, You will draw closer to me (James 4:8). Show me how to draw closer to You. Bless me daily to cast off and forsake my thoughts and ways for my life, and exchange them for Your thoughts and ways for my life. Let me think Your thoughts and dream Your dreams for my life. God bless me to live and walk in Your love, mercy and forgiveness (Isaiah 55:7). I confess, I will take no thought for my life. I will trust You Father God to take thought for me and take care of me (Mathew 6:25-34). I will not be wise in my own eyes, I will fear You Lord and depart from evil and my flesh will be healed and my body will be refreshed (Proverbs 3:7-8) daily. Thank You Jesus for Your Promises! Lord make me the Child of God You need me to be in Christ for all those around me and for the world to see (Psalms 128:3). Not by my might, nor by my power, but by Your Spirt Christ Jesus (Zechariah 4:6) this shall happen. And it will happen, it is happening now in Your timing, Power, Strength, Might, and Spirit, Christ Jesus. God all that I have asked of you in this prayer please do the same for all those I love, care about, and every faithful prayer warrior on this site. Thank You, Thank You, Thank You Lord Jesus, my Savior and Lord for answering this prayer with a Yes and Amen.

Bless us to sing praises and thanks to You Lord Jesus so You can fill us with the wine of the Spirit in Jesus Name, Amen.

 

[Fenell]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Twigter]

I bless you in Jesus name. It sounds like an evil spirit is tormenting you, it needs to be cast out in Jesus name. I first of want to comfort you and say; you are not an apostate. God loves you very much. I recognize this battle you're in, and can testify that it has to do with demonic spirits that need to be cast out. It's not you, it's not your thoughts, it's demonic thoughts. I've had something very similar and I thought God hated me, that He abandoned me, that I would go go hell, its all lies dear daughter of the Most High God. He knows you by your name! You are His! I pray God will help you to either cast it out yourself in Jesus name or help someone else cast it out for you in the authority Jesus christ has given His followers! Deliverance is the children's bread. Bless you in Jesus name

 

[The Encourager]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Brother in Christ (JC)]

This isn’t my entry but I read this and it puts into words what I’ve been experiencing for the past several months. Please please please pray for me.

Currently, I feel like I've become an apostate. Heart hardened. Feeling condemned by scriptures. Having evil thoughts that are catching me by surprise. And feeling very suicidal Feeling cut off from God. Feeling like no more opportunity for me to make heaven again. Like I'm confined to hell. This is very very scary I've had some demonic dreams which ended up scaring me. And leaving me in a state of panic/fear/condemnation Back in 2014, I had a nervous breakdown. I didn't know it was a nervous breakdown then, all I know is prior to that time, I started having a lot of condemnation and then the intrusive thoughts started coming and I could not fight it. I could not pray. I became very fearful and kept it to myself until one night I couldn't hold it anymore, I woke up in the middle of the night screaming ... It was as if the holy spirit left me I wasn't myself.... My parents were as confused as I was. I was taken here and there I became more stable, but I still felt that the holy spirit was gone. I thought and thought of where I got it wrong... I was just condemned on all of my thoughts. I tried praying, but it felt like I was just talking to myself I knew something was terribly wrong with me I tried talking with some christians then, but they were t really getting me as I wasn't making any much sense I was being plagued by thoughts that I was going to die any time soon or lose my mind, or get hit by a car I was in a church program in 2015, the preacher preached, and I listened... Then he shared a true life testimony about how God's love availed for a man who was at a dying moment. Somehow, my faith latched on, that if God could have mercy on that man, me too I'll lay hold on his mercy Before I knew it, in the days to come, I started loving the scriptures again and praying... I now had a new understanding of the scriptures and I had joy It was like I became born again , again But I still lived in fear, though I was still walking in obedience to God outwardly I had fear in my heart Though somehow, with prayers and the word I was able to get them down I met my husband 2015 ending And in 2016 Ending we got married. Around the time of our wedding, I'll admit even though we didn't engage in premarital sex, we were quite intimate.... I felt remorse about this , I prayed to God to forgive me. But weeks to the wedding I started feeling panic all over again, similar to how the first attack began. Then fear played it's part as my dad was having dreams of dead people, I was scared and almost had another breakdown. On the wedding day , I didn't want to get out of bed, I was under severe panic and eventually, I was taken to the hospital on the wedding day and treated for malaria After the wedding, I was still battling this symptoms, and so I spoke with the pastor of the church that I attend, and with time, I was able to be strong in God again But I kept having recurrent attacks over the course of our marriage, depression, panic and I kept praying and studying God's word. Condemnation When I got pregnant with my first child, it was tough. I thought I was going to die, the intrusive thoughts were daily... I didn't really understand what was happening But I kept praying I eventually had my daughter 2017ending Still I continued to struggle with attacks in my mind , it was jumping from one issue to the other At a time I struggled with bitterness and anger I kept praying and studying for God's direction as it was causing me to be depressed But in 2020 I had another breakdown, It was very serious I was taken to the hospital but later referred to Neuropsychiatric hospital and I was diagnosed with a major depressive disorder All these events were very traumatic Yet, I felt cut off from God yet again The intrusive thoughts were looming I felt there's surely no way of getting out this time I was still on medications but i continued searching online for christian help to these things Finally I had a mini breakthrough And I ran with it The light came on again But this time, the struggle was much, I was fighting one battle in my mind after another There are times I feel like something wanted me to accept a though pattern and I'll cry and pray and study in that area So. From one battle to another It was like I was living under a cloud I got tired but was still able to hold on to God until very recently, I struggled so much with bitterness and anger and I couldn't get over it even though I knew it was wrong and prayed and studied Recently, I felt cut off yet again, this time, the intrusive thoughts are worse, telling me there's no way out this time, I've exhausted all the grace available to me. I feel battle weary and already felt condemned to hell I have been very suicidal. Cos it's like it's either I end it now or continue to live in misery I feel like those the bible call apostate I tried praying but can't even do it. I tried studying the Bible but seem condemned by it. I total shut down. Couldn't go to work , take care of my children , etc. Just there. Earlier, each time I tried to fight these thoughts I'll encounter massive attacks that'll leave me running back in fear Currently, I have never felt so cut off from God. I feel my heart is so hardened and I can't repent for all my sins again. I don't just know what to do, I feel something is binding my heart, I don't feel joy, I don't enjoy anything again... And something in me is being thrilled about evil. I try to dissociate myself... I keep being tempted daily to end it. My husband is saying I am allowing the devil to torment me. It's not like I want him to, but just that the only person I could run to from help feels cut off from me and I feel like I'm damned. Please , is there a chance that there is any hope for me. I am ashamed. I haven't left the house in a week plus, seem to be tormented in my sleep. I always wake up around 2 or 3 with wrong thoughts that leave me feeling like running away or killing myself cos how can I claim to be a Christian yet my thoughts are not okay 247. I don't feel like a Christian anymore. I need help I've been here since July beginning In this state And it appears to be getting worse. The only prayer I've been muttering is God help me But then the thoughts are telling me otherwise That I'm just wasting my time. I just feel tired And like I failed and disappointed God The thoughts sometimes tell me to renounce God. And I'll just shake my head Yes I am. I am always watching encouraging videos online cos if I drop my phone the thoughts will start again No love in my heart again. It's like I am running on empty. Im not even running again I feel all these are happening though because of the condemnation of being cut off from God. Please pray that God will restore my mental health and give me grace to find faith in him again. Amen. Thanks in anticipation

Heavenly Father I lift up our sister to You. Please deliver her from discouragement and depression. Let her overcome all challenges and guide her life. I humbly ask that You would restore our sister physically, mentally, and spiritually, in the mighty name of Jesus I pray, amen.

 

[hostadmin]

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