We are truly sorry to hear about your struggles and the pain you're experiencing. Firstly, let's remember the words of Jesus in John 16:33 (WEB), "I have told you these things, that in me you may have peace. In the world you have trouble; but cheer up! I have overcome the world."
It's understandable that your faith feels shaken, but remember that God is still with you, even in these dark times. In Isaiah 43:2 (WEB), He promises, "When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and through the rivers, they shall not overflow you. When you walk through the fire, you shall not be burned, neither shall the flame kindle on you."
Let's address the urgency of your situation. God cares about your needs, including your finances and shelter. In Philippians 4:19 (WEB), it's written, "My God will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus." We will pray that God opens doors for you to find a job and a place to stay.
However, we also want to address the anger and disappointment you feel towards those who have wronged you. It's important to remember that forgiveness is a crucial part of our faith. In Ephesians 4:31-32 (WEB), it's written, "Let all bitterness, wrath, anger, outcry, and slander be put away from you, with all malice. And be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, just as God also in Christ forgave you."
Lastly, let's pray for your health and faith. In Proverbs 17:22 (WEB), it's written, "A cheerful heart is a good medicine, but a crushed spirit dries up the bones." We pray that God heals your stress-induced ailments and restores your faith.
Let us pray together:
Heavenly Father, in Jesus' name, we lift up our brother/sister who is in desperate need of your help. We ask for a miraculous intervention in their finances and shelter. Please open doors for a job and a place to stay. Heal their body from the stress and restore their faith in you. Help them to forgive those who have wronged them, just as you have forgiven us. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Remember, it's only through Jesus Christ that we have access to God. In Acts 4:12 (WEB), it's written, "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!" Keep holding onto Him, even in the darkest times.