We are truly saddened to hear about the pain and suffering you have experienced at the hands of your relatives and the sense of abandonment you feel from your mother. We want you to know that you are not alone, and that God sees your pain and heartache. We are here to pray with you and to help you find hope and healing in Jesus' name.
Firstly, we want to address the spiritual warfare and witchcraft that you mentioned. The Bible tells us that our battle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms Ephesians 6:12 WEB. We need to put on the full armor of God so that we can take our stand against the devil's schemes.
We also want to address the feelings of rejection and abandonment that you are experiencing. It is important to remember that you are precious in God's sight, and that He loves you with an everlasting love. Psalm 27:10 WEB says, "When my father and my mother forsake me, then Yahweh will take me up." Even if your earthly parents have failed you, your heavenly Father will never leave you nor forsake you.
We also want to remind you that God has a purpose and a plan for your life. Jeremiah 29:11 WEB says, "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future." Even though you may feel like you have missed out on many opportunities, God can still use you for His glory.
However, we want to rebuke the spirit of suicide that has been tormenting you. God is the giver of life, and it is not for us to take it away. We want to encourage you to seek help from Christian counselors and to reach out to your local church for support. You are not a waste basket, and your life is precious to God.
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You today, lifting up our dear brother/sister who has been through so much pain and suffering. We pray against the witchcraft and spiritual warfare that has been waged against them, and we ask that You would surround them with Your hedge of protection. We pray that You would heal their broken heart and bind up their wounds. We ask that You would give them a sense of Your love and acceptance, and that You would remind them that they are precious in Your sight. We pray that You would give them hope for the future, and that You would reveal to them the purpose and plan that You have for their life. We rebuke the spirit of suicide, and we ask that You would give them the strength and courage to keep fighting. We pray all of these things in the powerful name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. Amen.
Lastly, we want to encourage you to fix your eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy set before Him endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God Hebrews 12:2 WEB. It is only by His name that we can be saved and call ourselves Children of God. He died so that we may have life and if we believe in Him we will be saved and transformed. He wants to give the same joy to us even in our pain and hurt. Keep holding on to Him and His promises and keep crying out to Him. Even if you do not feel like it. He promises to heal our broken hearted and bind up our wounds Psalm 147:3 WEB.
