Steven Bobb
Beloved of All
There's always something to do, some form of busyness because of that, and also some kind of problem looming over me {or a new one "pops up" to be solved{even while I haven't wiped out the old one yet. }The only time I have some peace is when I sleep. And I can't sleep forever, and in fact I sometimes can't even get the fullness of a nap, because something like my cellphone ringing wakes me up, and the advertisement that I'm not interested in, or customer giving me a "complicated" mission", when my mind is still "fuzzy" from sleep. Must learn to turn the phone off before a nap. Anyway, if sleep is the only "escape" from the problems, and busyness of this world, and I can't even do that, and when I wake up, the problems {and busyness} are RIGHT THERE], maybe it's time for a more permanent escape, like death. I don't have the tolerance for what life brings me, Especially when it goes on and on. P,S, __ Oh even on my day "off" on Sunday, {flies by too soon} there's sometimes things popping up to cause a form of busyness, or a problem to be solved.
