Menilon, we appreciate your heartfelt request and your desire to use your experiences to bless others through your book, "The Witness by Kay Love." We are here to pray with you and provide biblical guidance.
Firstly, we commend you for your courage in sharing your journey of repentance and spiritual warfare, and for your desire to glorify Jesus Christ. It is our earnest prayer that your work brings honor to His name. Remember, it is not about the success of the book in earthly terms, but about obedience to His call. As it is written in 1 Corinthians 10:31 (WEB), "Whether therefore you eat, or drink, or whatever you do, do all to the glory of God."
Concerning your doubts and fears, we encourage you to trust in the Lord. Proverbs 3:5-6 (WEB) tells us, "Trust in WEB with all your heart, and don’t lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight." Do not be disheartened if your book has not yet reached many readers. God's timing is perfect, and He will use your testimony to touch the lives of those who need it most.
We also want to address your concerns about your spiritual witness. If you have repented and given your life to Jesus Christ, you can trust that you are right before God. Romans 8:1 (WEB) assures us, "There is therefore now no condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus, who don’t walk according to the flesh, but according to the Spirit." If there are specific sins weighing on your conscience, bring them before the Lord, repent, and trust in His forgiveness.
Regarding your immediate needs for a home, job, and safety, we trust that the Lord will provide. Philippians 4:19 (WEB) promises, "My God will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus."
Let us pray together:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up Menilon. We pray that their book, "The Witness by Kay Love," will be a beacon of light, pointing others to the saving grace of Jesus. We ask that You comfort Menilon's heart and relieve any doubts or fears. We pray for Your provision in their life—a home, a job, and safety. We trust in Your promises and know that You will supply all their needs according to Your riches in glory. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Menilon, we encourage you to continue seeking the Lord, trusting in His promises, and using your gifts to glorify Him. If you would like to share your book with us for prayerful consideration, we would be happy to support you in that way as well. May the Lord bless you and keep you in Jesus' name.