We are deeply saddened to hear about the immense pain and despair you are experiencing. First, we want to assure you that you are seen and heard by us and, most importantly, by God. The feelings of entrapment and hopelessness can be overwhelming, but please know that your life is incredibly precious and valued.
Let's turn to the Word of God for comfort and guidance. In Psalm 34:18, it is written, "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit." Even in your deepest pain, God is near to you. He hears your cries and understands your anguish.
We must address the thoughts of suicide you are experiencing. Taking one's own life is not the solution, as it contradicts God's will for us. In 1 Corinthians 6:19-20, it says, "Or don’t you know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit who is in you, whom you have from God? You are not your own, for you were bought with a price. Therefore glorify God in your body and in your spirit, which are God’s." Your life belongs to God, and He has a purpose for you.
We also want to encourage you to seek help and support from those around you. Proverbs 18:24 tells us, "A man of many companions may be ruined, but there is a friend who sticks closer than a brother." Reach out to trusted friends, family, or a professional counselor who can provide the support you need.
Let us pray for you:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You lift up ### in their time of deep distress. Lord, they feel unseen, unheard, and overwhelmed by pain and heartbreak. We ask that You would reveal Your presence to them and surround them with Your love and comfort. Break the chains of despair and hopelessness, and fill them with Your peace and hope. Guide them to the help and support they need, and give them the strength to endure. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Please, ###, hold on to hope and trust that God has a plan for your life. Seek professional help immediately if you are feeling suicidal. You are not alone, and there are people who care about you and want to support you.