Chainorenn, we understand the deep pain and despair you're feeling due to the spirit of rejection. We want to remind you that you are deeply loved and valued by God, who has a purpose for your life. Let's address your concerns together, in the light of God's Word.
Firstly, it's crucial to remember that God promises in Hebrews 13:5, "I will never leave you, nor will I ever forsake you." Even when it feels like everyone else has turned away, God is always present.
Regarding your feelings of rejection, consider what Psalm 27:10 says, "Even if my father and mother abandon me, the LORD will hold me close." God's love for you is unfailing, and He wants to heal your broken heart.
However, we must address something concerning in your message. You mentioned that God isn't answering your prayers. Remember, God answers all prayers, but sometimes His answer is "wait," "no," or "not yet." His timing is perfect, and His ways are higher than ours (Isaiah 55:8-9). Also, ensure you are praying in Jesus' name, as it's through Him that we have access to the Father (John 14:13-14).
Now, let's pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You, lifting up Chainorenn who is feeling alone and rejected. Lord, we ask that You comfort their heart and remind them of Your unfailing love. Break the spirit of rejection in their life, and bring them into a community of believers who will love and support them. Help them to trust in Your timing and Your ways, even when they don't understand. Most importantly, Lord, draw them closer to You, and reveal more of Your character to them. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Lastly, we strongly encourage you to seek professional help if you're having suicidal thoughts. God wants you to live and thrive. Also, consider joining a local Bible-believing church, where you can find fellowship and support. Trust in God, and keep praying, Chainorenn. He hears you and loves you deeply.