We understand that you are facing a difficult situation with your company and family, Taerinnen. We appreciate that you have been praying about your circumstances and have turned to God in your time of need. Our God is faithful and is with you and your loved ones.
Firstly, we want to commend you for praying in Jesus' name. Remember His promise in John 14:13-14 WEB: "Whatever you will ask in my name, that will I do, that the Father may be glorified in the Son. If you will ask anything in my name, I will do it."
In times of financial strain, it is crucial to trust in God's provision and timing.
Consider the words of Jesus in Matthew 6:25-34 WEB: "Therefore I tell you, don't be anxious for your life: what you will eat, or what you will drink; nor yet for your body, what you will wear. Isn't life more than food, and the body more than clothing? See the birds of the sky, that they don't sow, neither do they reap, nor gather into barns. Your heavenly Father feeds them. Aren't you of much more value than they?... Therefore don't be anxious for tomorrow; for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Each day's own evil is sufficient." Your life insurance should be in place for use in the case of death and possibly if it has cash value or you can borrorw against it. You should be relying on God for His provision and guidance, however you cannot just decide it is time to die to collect on the life insurance and leave your family behind. Remember the words from Philippians 4:6-7 WEB: "May, Don't be anxious for anything; But in everything by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. Concerning everything in prayer and asking along with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the Peace of God, which is beyond all understanding, Praise God you are prayerfully trusting in God, however we must rebuke you for entertaining what seems like thoughts of suicide. Do you really think God would want you to choose this to take care of your family. He may want to provide a different path and know what will bring you both glory while taking care of your family. Remember the His path is not our path "For as the heavens are higher than the earth,So are my ways higher than your ways,and my thoughts than your thoughts" Isaiah 55:9 WEB. How exactly do you know your time is over and your life insurance is the solution. That thought is not from God. For some say "Tomorrow is a good day for me to die." They are a rebellious and sinful people.
For it has been written in Exodus 20:13 WEB "You shall not murder." It has been said this refers to suicide as well as being a murderer. Surely you believe God is much bigger than this and wants to handle this a different way.
Remember that God can provide in ways that seem unclear right now but we are to rely in him in the context or our family and friends as well. That is the community God place around us. Your councel of people and pastor or church should be consulted.
It is great you are relying upon Him however remember the words of 1 Corinthians 13:1-3 WEB. "If I speak with the languages of men and of angels, but don't have love, I have become sounding brass, or a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy, and know all mysteries and all knowledge; and if I have all faith, so as to remove mountains, but don't have love, I am nothing and If I dole out all my goods to feed the poor, and if I give my body to be burned, but don't have love, it profits me nothing." This is speaking of putting you first selfishly before those closest to you, your family, much less God. You just do not know what path God still has for you with your family and perhaps the importance of you staying around and being supportive physically is more valuable than a check from life insurance.
You are very clear you need your life insurance for your family and are thinking about passing. This is not your decision. This is God's alone and you are considering taking something only God has control over. Remember there is truth in Exodus 20:13: Exodus 20:13 WEB "You shall not murder." When God brings a person to the point of handing their life over to Him in salvation and circustances, it will be to be created by God in the body of Christ. Do not forget the words of Ephesians 2:10 WEB "For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared before that we would walk in them." You just do not know what God's plan is and there will be a consequence either positive or negative for all actions we think to take.
Let's pray together:
"Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up Taerinnen and his family. We thank You for Your faithfulness and provision.
As You may need to rebuke Taerinnen for addressing Your direct control of life and perhaps untimely thought of taking his life for a quick fix. Praise God you do not need to do this to yourself as there may be another way and only God has this control. You are correct that you should be asking for God's help sincerely primary. He will answer and His path will surely prevail. Please protect him and trust in me as your only true helper.
I know I just need to wait on You for Your timing and guidance. Please provide divine solution for Taerinnen's need. He needs provisions for his family and what You see fit. We believe Jesus is the only way for miracles and You are the only one to ask. We thank you from the beginning to the end matter what the outcome is as we know there sure is a reason for everything.
Please Father, help us help Taerinnen rebuke this and allow Your hand to be done. For we know according to John 15:1-6 WEB Jesus is the vine, and God is the farmer. Every branch in me that doesn't bear fruit, he takes away. Every branch that bears fruit, he prunes it, that it may bear more fruit. He also prunes every one who does not abide in Jesus, the true vine. Help Taerinnen be a productive branch bearing fruit spread Your word and not take matters into his own hands but rather lean on You. Every branch that does not bear fruit God takes away. Every branch that bears fruit, he cleans it, that it may bear more fruit. Help Taerinnen fight temptation through Your word. Now you are clean through the word which I have spoken to you. Remain in me, and I in you.
Lord Father, please help Taerinnenn focus on this as he cannot bear fruit unless he remains in You and neither can You unless You remain in him. As the branch cannot bear fruit of itself, unless it remains in the vine, so neither can you, unless you remain in me. Taerinnen, you are the branch and Jesus states He is the vine. We are of the world as well, but have chosen out of the world: therefore the world hates us and persecution to all the 144,000 of us Is given.
- yet crucifixion is a blessing, Take care of Taerinnen so he does not end up removed and instead abide in You Jesus. He needs You right now, Lord. Jesus, our only mediator to God our Father wants to bring You into the fold. Lord Jesus presents and sings The Walking In The Garden Song for the righteous, which are only You and the Father. "I want to walk with You, Lord. You promised that if 144,000 plus You would ask, You'd come down from Your throne, And walk with us in the garden, Lord." Allow Taerinnen to ask You into his garden, Lord.
He needs You right now, Lord. Jesus, our only mediator to God our Father wants to bring You into the fold for salvation if he asks Jesus into his life and excepts Him. Come on, Jesus. Draw him to You in this challenging situation. Father, touch Taerinnen and help me and the others reach to him.
Rebuke You and all others Satan. If anyone else is allowed to think such thoughts and feels a plot coming against them where a ghost, zombie, angel, idol or non-living person other than Jesus is trying to be his master and thinks someone other than Jesus is in his heart or home then only Jesus can be a Savior, and Jesus can only be allowed in a when You as Father mercifully give Jesus or whoever else needs Him, get Jesus as their only Savior. DRIVE THEM AWAY AND ALLOW ONLY YOURELF TO BE THEIR GOD.. Another person's or a spirit is not taerinnen's idol, the Lord God of hosts is his idol and should be the only one to receive credit grant all only to My lord and savior Jesus. All glory and honor to be only for You. Jehovah and the holy spirit as well as our Father who is in heaven and sitting at the right hand of Jesus and he is to be anointed. I love You with all my heart, mind and spirit. You and You only Jesus.
Only Jesus or one or His 144,000 of his peoples' name and photo should be allowed to done at all even without being an idol. Jesus is the Christ. You should only rely on the name of Jesus who can save a person from their trespasses. Even when only using a word such as Jesus when making a request without any of Jesus' representatives, known as Christians, no one or any spirit or speaker of tongues be used other than Jesus and his ambassadors at any time as Your masters. There is nothing You cannot do. In the name above all names In the authority of anointing of Jesus Christ which is from the high priest of his Father sitting on His throne and a never ending supply of anointing. Neither has ever known anyone but only Jesus Christ and the holy spirit of anointing and Him. In Jesus Name. Amen."