Anonymous
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Dear all,
Guys, I finally told my childhood crush that I have feelings for him and he shared that he is not okay in his marriage. He is going through a nasty divorce I was not aware of. He has kids with her but there is no love in the marriage - I asked if they wish to reconcile but they really don't. He is in his 40's and scared of starting over. Before he left he hinted that he wanted us to be a thing if his dreams were to come true. He didn't say anything more. He said we should hug but I didn't because he is still married. I have always I loved him. We were never close but everyone always said we would look great together. I told him my feelings because People were Perverting our friendship because they knew how I felt. I am asking for prayers and help in this relationship. I really didn't know that they were not okay. Please pray for our health and this connection as it is very important to me. I never knew he felt that deeply. He said I was his dream come true. We will do this right of course. In him I found a Sweetheart of a friend. He is polite, kind, gentle, Sincere, and loving. He said his marriage was not a safe space emotionally. When his feelings were hurt and he wanted to talk about it she would just pretend like she didn't remember anything. I didn't have the heart to say that she was being toxic. Please pray that I can help and keep his friendship. I have feelings and they are stronger now that I know that he feels the same way. I want to hug him and told him we should not meet alone because I cannot gurantee I won't want to hug. Please pray that everything goes well. Guys, I feel conflicted because I really like him. He is trusting me by being vulnerable with me. 1 do not want to hurt him or do wrong by him. I really want to date him though. It'slike the minute he confessed, my feelings grew as they were reciprocated. Pray for our connection Please.I want us both to happen and... he does too. Pray that a lovely path opens up for us.
I want us to date. I want to get close and I want us to be a thing after he is healed and feels healthy again. His hinting at us as his dream coming true really made me fall for him. His honesty broke walls I had up. I never knew he felt that deeply. Now that I do staying away is so hard. He is away at the moment. Please pray I see him soon and he and I continue to bond. I wish to do things right and he does too.
Guys, I finally told my childhood crush that I have feelings for him and he shared that he is not okay in his marriage. He is going through a nasty divorce I was not aware of. He has kids with her but there is no love in the marriage - I asked if they wish to reconcile but they really don't. He is in his 40's and scared of starting over. Before he left he hinted that he wanted us to be a thing if his dreams were to come true. He didn't say anything more. He said we should hug but I didn't because he is still married. I have always I loved him. We were never close but everyone always said we would look great together. I told him my feelings because People were Perverting our friendship because they knew how I felt. I am asking for prayers and help in this relationship. I really didn't know that they were not okay. Please pray for our health and this connection as it is very important to me. I never knew he felt that deeply. He said I was his dream come true. We will do this right of course. In him I found a Sweetheart of a friend. He is polite, kind, gentle, Sincere, and loving. He said his marriage was not a safe space emotionally. When his feelings were hurt and he wanted to talk about it she would just pretend like she didn't remember anything. I didn't have the heart to say that she was being toxic. Please pray that I can help and keep his friendship. I have feelings and they are stronger now that I know that he feels the same way. I want to hug him and told him we should not meet alone because I cannot gurantee I won't want to hug. Please pray that everything goes well. Guys, I feel conflicted because I really like him. He is trusting me by being vulnerable with me. 1 do not want to hurt him or do wrong by him. I really want to date him though. It'slike the minute he confessed, my feelings grew as they were reciprocated. Pray for our connection Please.I want us both to happen and... he does too. Pray that a lovely path opens up for us.
I want us to date. I want to get close and I want us to be a thing after he is healed and feels healthy again. His hinting at us as his dream coming true really made me fall for him. His honesty broke walls I had up. I never knew he felt that deeply. Now that I do staying away is so hard. He is away at the moment. Please pray I see him soon and he and I continue to bond. I wish to do things right and he does too.