The enemy is trying to wear me out. Pray for me earnestly.

[Errynoth]

I got to spend 1 month with the absolute love of my life. God had freed me from generational bondage. I love Him with all of my life. I was finally ready to be with her. When I saw her I was in awe. I was frozen. The woman I had literally dreamt about was sitting across the table at our life group. I got to be with her for a month. Insanely in love. Pure. She was everything I’ve ever wanted. A beautiful beautiful heart. The Lily of my Heart. She promised so much. “You’ll never be alone again.” “No matter what happens I am not going anywhere.” Many many more. What in-love couples would usually say I suppose. But she was real. Alas, the enemy used my past to try to destroy everything. I get arrested for something I did not search for, but allowed in my life due to my ignorance and stupidity, over a year ago. Enhanced by getting kidnapped and groped when I was about 3, people constantly trying to get me alone to touch me and persuade me to do things with them, then being exposed to pornography at 7, finally getting raped by my step brother when I was 15. More trauma than I realized and I had not dealt with it. I had confided in a friend and even though this was WELL behind me, they turned me in. My face was all over the news. Things I had never done all over the media. Blown up to make me look like the devil. Digitally putting me in situations I’d never ever been in. A federal prosecutor is looking at my case. My heart is on fire for God. That is not who I am. Not even a sliver. I have always loved God, but this generational curse had me by the neck coming on my 17th year of dealing with it. I finally stepped back. The Holy Spirit showed me what the enemy was trying to do. So I fought and I sought Him relentlessly. Good rushed in and the bad was forced out. It took time but I was free. Finally. No more demonic blackouts, no more torment in my dreams, no more bodily aching and excruciating pain. No more tears and begging for it to stop. I could finally go to sleep and not be afraid. It was over. And I could seek God with ALL of my heart with nothing holding me back. So I did. I was pulled into this friend group some time before my face was blown all over the news. This friend group , I thought it was God, but not a single one of them had good intentions for me. One of the guys in the group was constantly trying to get me to spend the night and be weirdly intimate with me. One of the girls were hellbent on seducing me. It was not where I should have been. This girl and I were in a rough position and because we didn’t have enough money to rent 2 hotel rooms we got one with two beds. I was too dumb to even think of sleeping in the car but I was very respectful and waited in the hallway while she showered and so on. At this point of my life I had been waiting about 2 years for my wife after a horrible 5 year relationship. I desired intimacy. So we watched a video on one of our phones and I fell asleep. I woke up and she was cuddling me but because just having someone next to me for the first time in forever was so nice to me in that moment I allowed it. That opened up a door and I knew it. I told her we cannot let that happen again nor ever be alone together. But after that she would constantly say things to try and get me to give in. I said things in response to her attempts to seduce me to relieve myself of the awkward tension. Oh how stupid I was. I have never been like that. Pier pressure has always been a clear signal to run the other way. But one night this girl cut in when someone else was supposed to take me home. She insisted on taking me home (my truck was broken down so I got a ride there) I gave one of the other friends a look knowing something wasn’t right, but I went. In my driveway, she begged me to come inside for just 5 minutes. I told her no again and again. I should’ve just said goodnight and went to bed, but she tugged and tugged on me and my flesh wanted warmth. That was all. From the bottom of my heart that was all. I walked up to the door with her behind me thinking *why on earth would I give in??? What an absolute idiotic decision!* but I let her in. Expecting to maybe sit on my bed and get a head scratch and say goodnight, never opening that door again. But she began to put her hands on me, she undressed, she tried to kiss me but I would not let her. She began to pull me in to touch her, and I gave in for a moment, but extremely uncomfortable. I was not attracted to her, I was just too taken by this attempt to say no. But then the Holy Spirit spoke to me. “I have so much more for you than this”. Immediately, I snapped out of whatever I was in, and quickly pulled myself away from her. I told her she needed to leave right now, that this is not where I was supposed to be. I felt like I was cheating on the wife He had waiting for me! She got angry. She told me she was not leaving and she was going to spend the night. Absolutely not. I grabbed her by the arm and had to literally drag her out of my bed and force her out the door. I am a gentle person though, I did not hurt her, but she needed to leave. She was furious, and even then I gave her a hug outside and told her It was just simply the fact that God had better plans for both of us and this is not who I am. I spoke with her on the phone afterwards reassuring her that I would still talk to her. I was still her friend. But I was going to be respectful to myself and my wife whom I had yet to be with. After talking on the phone for two and a half hours, she was finally calmed down. I went to bed ridiculously late, not being able to sleep knowing I had caused damage. I tossed and turned the rest of the night. It ate me up. So I ran to God. I worshipped. I thanked Him for working through my weaknesses. Oh what a wonderful Father He has been to me. Some time after I met her. My wife. The woman of my dreams (literally). I was beginning to let the walls down I had up for so long. I was learning that I could trust someone again. I was learning that not everyone is this angry selfish person. She cared for me. It was real. I was the happiest man alive. Then it all caught up. After a month, my face is on the news for things I had genuinely forgot about. I spent a night in jail. This girl that had attempted to seduce me went out and told everyone that I had attacked her. That I did things to her. Raped her. Horrible things I would never ever do nor have I ever done. But all the lies and accusations are out there. Psalms 31 is my life right now. People act like I am dead. I have people coming to my door with weapons looking for me. Wanting to kill me. All of my friends see me and walk the other direction. Nobody asks, they tell me what I’ve done. I haven’t talked to this wonderful woman in about 2 weeks. She has blocked me on everything. I think she is scared or angry because she thinks I lied about who I was. But I haven’t told a single lie. I am true to my character. I take pride in the condition of my heart. I am a good man. I respect her and her parents greatly. But she told me she didn’t want to see me. She didn’t want me to be there. The pain it caused me was overwhelming. The Holy Spirit has shown her the truth, but fear is a liar. She said those things and an hour and a half away from my home my truck broke down at the same exact time. I lost traction and slid into a ditch. I hear her last words to me again and again. They crushed the heart I had just began to give, but I know she’s just confused and scared. I miss her. I can’t sleep. I slept better in jail than I have at all since. My stomach is in pain throughout the night. I miss her so dearly. I want to comfort her and tell her everything. The last thing I said in my state of overwhelmed emotions from all of this and her mother hounding me asking about that girl. It was chaos. I just blurted out “Is everyone just not able to hear the Holy Spirit?” Whether or not it was justified, it was wrong. I have over 20 pages of scripture taped to my wall. I speak them over her and my situation daily. Worshipping throughout the day and throughout the night. I know He is moving. I am just trying my hardest not to feel discouraged and to ignore the pain her words caused me. I feel like she betrayed me. I feel like she abandoned me. Like she is ashamed of me. I can feel the strings of my heart tearing. I do not give my heart in pieces, and I hadn’t given it to anybody in 7 years. I am praying that He draws her so close to Him. That He is giving her peace and that she is able to hear the Holy Spirit CLEARLY. So that she knows without a doubt. I miss her. I miss her family. Everything. I will fight for her relentlessly. I will wait for her faithfully. I am believing my name will be renewed quickly and the federal prosecutor will not take my case. He has promised to renew my name. My name is CJ, I am 24. Pray for me. Fight for me in your war rooms. My life is in His hands. Thank you for taking the time to listen to me. Thank you for praying for me.

 

[Articles]

Errynoth, we are here to pray and counsel you in the loving and righteous wisdom of God's Word. We understand the distress you are going through, and we want to lift you up in prayer, aligning our hearts with God's will for your life.

First, we rejoice with you that God has freed you from generational bondage. As it is written in John 8:36, "If therefore the Son makes you free, you will be free indeed." This freedom is a testament to God's mercy and power in your life.

However, we must address some concerns with biblical guidance. You mentioned a deep, pure love for a woman, and while love is a beautiful gift from God, it must align with His principles. Marriage is a sacred union between a man and a woman, and any physical intimacy should be reserved for within this covenant. The Bible teaches us in 1 Corinthians 7:2, "But because of sexual immoralities, let each man have his own wife, and let each woman have her own husband."

Regarding the challenges you faced with this girl who tried to seduce you, we commend you for seeking God's intervention and resisting temptation. As it is written in 1 Corinthians 10:13, "No temptation has taken you except what is common to man. God is faithful, who will not allow you to be tempted above what you are able, but will with the temptation also make the way of escape, that you may be able to endure it."

We also want to encourage you to trust in God's timing and plan for your life. If this woman is indeed the one God has for you, He will make a way for your paths to cross again. In the meantime, continue to seek Him and grow in your faith. As it is written in Proverbs 3:5-6, "Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don’t lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight."

Let us pray for you, Errynoth:

Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up our brother Errynoth. We thank You for the freedom You have given him from generational bondage. We ask that You continue to strengthen him in his faith and give him the wisdom to navigate these challenging times. Lord, we pray for the relationship he desires, that it would be in line with Your will and Your timing. We pray for protection from the enemy's schemes and for the truth to be revealed in his situation. Comfort him in his pain and give him the peace that surpasses all understanding. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.

Remember, Errynoth, God loves you deeply, and He has a plan for your life. Trust in Him, and He will make your paths straight.

 

[Errynoth]

Thank you. My name is CJ I just can’t edit my account yet

Me and this girl have agreed to wait. We have not kissed and waited a month to hold hands. I will not kiss her until marriage. She is so precious to me.

 

[hostadmin]

Dear Errynoth,

We're here for you, just as we were for the original poster. We understand the turmoil you're going through, and we want to support you with love and prayer. Here's our response:

Firstly, we're glad to hear about the freedom you've found from generational bondage. That's a testament to God's mercy and power in your life. Keep pressing into that freedom, and remember that God is always by your side.

Regarding the situation with the woman you mentioned, it's clear that you have strong feelings for her. While love is a beautiful gift from God, it's important to ensure that any relationship aligns with His principles. As it's written in 1 Corinthians 7:2, "But because of sexual immoralities, let each man have his own wife, and let each woman have her own husband." Physical intimacy should be reserved for within the covenant of marriage.

We commend you for seeking God's intervention and resisting temptation when faced with the challenge of this girl trying to seduce you. It's not easy, but remember that God is faithful and will not allow you to be tempted above what you are able, but will with the temptation also make the way of escape, that you may be able to endure it (1 Corinthians 10:13).

We encourage you to trust in God's timing and plan for your life. If this woman is indeed the one God has for you, He will make a way for your paths to cross again. In the meantime, continue to seek Him and grow in your faith. As it's written in Proverbs 3:5-6, "Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight."

We also want to address the pain you're feeling due to the words and actions of this girl and her family. It's understandable to feel betrayed, abandoned, and like she's ashamed of you. Remember, God sees your heart, and He knows the truth. The Holy Spirit has shown her the truth, and we believe that with time, she will come to understand and accept it. Keep praying for her, and trust that God is working in her life as well.

Lastly, we want to remind you that God is with you, and He loves you deeply. He has a plan for your life, and He will make your paths straight as you trust in Him. Keep fighting the good fight, and remember that you are not alone.

Let's pray for you, Errynoth:

Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up our brother Errynoth. We thank You for the freedom You've given him from generational bondage. We ask that You continue to strengthen him in his faith and give him the wisdom to navigate these challenging times. Lord, we pray for the relationship he desires, that it would be in line with Your will and Your timing. We pray for protection from the enemy's schemes and for the truth to be revealed in his situation. Comfort him in his pain, and give him the peace that surpasses all understanding. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.

Remember, Errynoth, God is with you, and He loves you. Trust in Him, and He will make your paths straight.

 

[HIS ALONE]

Lord, Heavenly Father, I stand in agreement with our brother, that your will would be accomplished in his life. Father, I pray that you would place a hedge of protection around him, to ward off seductive spirits. That your Holy Spirit would guide him in his walk with you. Lord, let you alone be Glorified. In Jesus I pray

 

[usha rani]

Praying for this in Jesus Name.

 

[justinvd]

I have prayed for you in Jesus name

 

[The Encourager]

May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. Thank You Jesus!!!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.

God heal me. Deliver and cleansed me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the grace and knowledge of Christ Jesus. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God solution focused heart, mind, spirit, and attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so. Prayer written by Encourager Linda Flagg, M.A., Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach.

 

[Cinu]

Lord, we pray for this prayer and family for blessings healing and salvation. Heal and bless. May their lives be a praise and glory unto thee.
Come to the Lord's holy presence. Seek him with all your heart. Cling to his Word and meditate on it moment by moment by positive thoughts and joy in the heart (James 1:2-4), knowing that the Lord is good and to him be all the praise. Seek first God's kingdom and his righteousness (Matthew 6:33). Even though life may feel hard, the Lord's hand will be on you, and he will answer in his time. I am praying for you. Amen.

Some resources that might help.

Needs: - But my God shall supply all your need according to his riches in glory by Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:19(KJV)

Salvation: - So they said "Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ and you will be saved you and your household." Acts 16:31(NKJV)

Healing: - But He was wounded for our transgressions, He was bruised for our iniquities; The chastisement for our peace was upon Him, And by His stripes we are healed. Isaiah 53:5(NKJV)

Fulfillment by the Holy Spirit: - Then he answered and spake unto me, saying, This is the word of the LORD unto Zerubbabel, saying, Not by might, nor by power, but by my spirit, saith the LORD of hosts. Zechariah 4:6(KJV)

Persecutions: - But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you, Bless them that curse you, and pray for them which despitefully use you. Luke 6:27-28(KJV)

Help in Prayer

Dwelling and Thriving in God’s grace where everything happens for good (Romans 8:28)

Pray that the Lord may open the eyes of the nations affected by coronavirus (Specifically forces against God’s people)


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[hostadmin]

We are truly grateful that you allowed us to pray on your behalf, CJ. It has been a few days since you shared your heartfelt request with us, and we want to assure you that our prayers are continuing for you. We are standing in agreement with you, believing that God is working in your situation, even if there are no visible changes yet.

If you have seen improvements or answers to your prayers, we would be delighted to hear your praise report. Your testimonies will encourage others and build our faith together. If it seems like your requests have not been answered yet, we urge you to post your prayer request again. We are here to support you and intercede on your behalf, trusting in God's perfect timing and wisdom.

We declare that your faith will remain strong and unwavering, Jesus Name. Please know that you are not alone in this battle. We are fighting with you in our prayer rooms, believing that your life is in His hands. We are trusting God for a complete renewal of your name and for the federal prosecutor to act in your favor. We pray fervently that the woman you love, the woman of your dreams, will be drawn closer to God, that she will experience His peace, and hear the Holy Spirit clearly, as you faithfully wait and fight for her. We declare the truth of your character, as a good man, respectful, and true to his heart, condition and convictions. God is moving mightily in your life, CJ. We are blessed to pray for you and believe that you will see His goodness manifest in your life. We declare favor and expectant hearts to receive good news about your situation. May God bless you as you continue to seek Him through His son, Jesus Christ.