The devil has taken my life And led it to darkness Lord. Selfish people are in my life.With no hope how will my son and I function or recover.Even the will to live has been taken away.Lonliness ,danger , poverty and all that is negative has taken a toll on us.Sometimes I wonder what was I put in this world for because of me another life has to suffer ...My son.How will I make things okay what hope can I give him when I have none .I don't even have the guts to die.I know my son feels the same and I can't help him I can't tell him it will be okay because I don't know what to do myself.Death seems the only way out I can't do this anymore Lord.I messed up everything.I am sorry.Self pity is very bad I'm trying not to feel that way.Even pity from others because it makes me feel weak.Only your mercy counts .I wish I could tell my Son you will be fine Lord