De'Ann Dorcely
Humble Prayer Partner
The 27th of next month will make nine years I have been married. Up to this point I thought I had a happy marriage. I am from the Bahamas and my husband is from Haiti. We don't have any children together. He has been working here on a spousal permit. He just got his acceptance letter for permanent residency last year September. I asked him if he was picking it up and he said not yet. He travel to Haiti in December came back in January. February 1st he told me he needs to find his happiness and move on. He no longer eats my food nor sleep in the bed with me anymore. I took this really hard and thought about suicide. How can someone lie to you and play with your emotions for so many years without you even knowing. I have come to find out that there is a child. How can the man that I called my husband be so hateful and spiteful after all these years. I have prayed and ask God to fight for me because I can no longer deal with the hurt. I never knew or suspected that my marriage was a fraud. I hardly eat nor sleep anymore. I have cried so many tears. I am at a loss at what to do. I know he wants a divorce to be with the other lady. I know this marriage was a fraud. What I don't know is what to do and how do I move on from here. I have asked God to help me. I ask him to fight for me and to judge this case. I pray that he will continue to strengthen me and teach me to be still at this time.My husband has destroyed me in so many ways, but I know that God is a Healer. I haved prayed and I know that I will have joy and peace restored to me. There are so many things going through my mind. Will I not grow old with a husband, will I ever be married again, is there faithfulness in marriage anymore. There are so many questions that I feel only God can answer. I know that no one is perfect. Please pray for me .I don't know what else to do or ask for. Please pray for me