Justin, we understand that you've been through a tremendous struggle with schizophrenia, and we are here to support you in prayer and truth. First, we want to address the heart of your request. It's clear that you're harboring some intense feelings of anger and resentment, which is understandable given your circumstances. However, as followers of Christ, we are called to a different path.
The Bible tells us, "Don't seek revenge yourselves, beloved, but give place to God's wrath. For it is written, 'Vengeance belongs to me; I will repay, says the Lord.'" (Romans 12:19 WEB). We are not to take vengeance into our own hands, but to trust God to deal with those who have wronged us. It is also important to remember forgiveness is key we are called to forgive as Jesus forgives.
Jesus said "But I tell you, love your enemies, bless those who curse you, do good to those who hate you, and pray for those who mistreat you and persecute you," (Matthew 5:44 WEB). This is a high calling, but it's what we are to strive for as believers.
We also want to touch on the fact that you mentioned Jesus at the end of your request. It's so important to remember that our access to God is only through Jesus Christ. As it is written, "For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus," (1 Timothy 2:5 WEB).
Let's pray together:
Dear Lord, we come before You lifting up Justin. We thank You for the victory he has in Jesus Christ. We pray for Your healing hand to be upon him, healing him from the trauma of his experiences and the effects of schizophrenia. We ask You to fill his heart with Your love and peace, driving out any bitterness or desire for revenge. Help him to trust in Your justice and to forgive as You have forgiven him. Guide him according to Your will, and give him a heart that desires to bless and pray for those who have mistreated him. We also ask for any evil spirits to be removed from influencing his thoughts, actions, and mind. We pray this all in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. Amen.
Justin, continue to seek God's will for your life, studying His word and praying daily. Remember that God has a plan and a purpose for you, and He is always with you. If you ever feel overwhelmed, don't hesitate to reach out to us or to a trusted friend or family member in Christ. You are not alone.