Amen, Sweaxulira! Trusting God's guidance for all our needs. "For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord. (Jer 29:11) He's working all things for good. "Be strong and courageous." (Josh 1:9) Praying for everyone's requests in Jesus' name! 
Heavenly father, Lord Jesus, king of the universe. I am humbled every day to be in your presence, last night through all my reading, and the brotherhood that I have while we talked, I realized all the scripture that I was reading was about was about truth. Lord, you will never lie to me, what you say is truthful. 15 years ago, you told me not to worry, you said that we would be together, me and my wife. I was able to let her go, she married somebody else, Two years later, I was about to get married myself and she came back. We married right When her divorce was final, I knew it was you. I knew that You had not lied to me, to use our first Child, after that, we had another one. We tried going to church, I wasn’t understanding the word my wife didn’t like going to church, every time we would leave She would dissect the message and I didn’t pursue you enough to understand what the messages were. Now 12 years of my marriage you showed me that you were always there the whole time that you were always trying to talk to me. Lord, I know that you forgive me all the yelling I did last year, Lord I know that you forgive me for idolizing my wife throughout my marriage and not worshiping you. Lord, I know that you forgive me for seeking wisdom in the world to try to fix my marriage last year, but the world couldn’t stop me from yelling at her, the world can’t stop me from trying to fix our marriage, or mold our marriage into what the world sees as a good marriage, quizzes that ask questions like do you still Vacation? How often do you have sex? How often do you talk on the phone during the day? Do you still sleep in the same bed? The world tells you if you answer questions correctly that your marriage is fine, pushes you into thinking that marriage is not. Lord, you give the truth of what marriage is. Marriage was created by you, marriage is a gift from you, it is one of the greatest blessings and show a favor that you have ever given me. Lord of my marriage, incredibly beautiful, on the inside and out life. Because Marriage had to incredibly beautiful and handsome and smart Children. Because of marriage, I work hard and provide for my family, they have a safe house they eat every day, they Go to a great school. I worked hard so that none of them would ever want, or have a need it wasn’t filled. Unfortunately, I looked the world created happiness for families, I never leaned on you. I guess I’ve come to realize that, all the bad stuff I did while we were broke up, he blessed me anyway with my wife you brought her back. I thought that it was easy, I should’ve proceed you from the day you came back into my life, and not pursued her happiness. Lord, I am thankful for this amazing story. It still blows my mind that you painted all this to the Lord. I Look up to you, my eyes are on you where they should’ve been the whole time. You told me years ago that we would be together, now you tell me that you have me. You tell me that you will not destroy my marriage. You tell me that you are restoring my marriage. You tell me when to speak, speak. You’ve told me when to be silent, and be still. Thank you, Jesus thank you for everything that you’re doing. I believe in you, I know you came to this earth To die for my sins. Lord, I give my life to you, I am your servant. I know that you will will be done. And I am so thankful to have you in my life, leading me. Tell me what to do, tell me where to go, tell me what to say. Thank you for showing me how to love and everything that you were doing in my life. No weapon form against my marriage prosper. In Jesus Christ holy name, I pray, Amen.
