Thank you to all who prayed for me. I stopped crying but I have severe anxiety because I know my husband lays with another woman while I am missing him tonight. Help me pray for acceptance of the issues at hand and help me let go of this man who has given me so many problems and broken my heart. My 6 year old often tells me Iβm supposed to be with his father and it hurts me to know that he wants his parents together but it isnβt possible due to the nature of my husbandβs errors. I have 4 kids, one is 3 months old and I need to be well enough to care for all my kids. I need to rid my heart of the pain and not fall into depression which I fear Iβm very close to. I feel lonely and I miss having my husbands companionship and just being near me. I need godβs comfort and guidance. I am so confused about what decisions to make in my life. Even the simplest decisions I feel Iβm not capable. I have so much trauma and pain that I carry. I need it gone and no longer weighing on me.