Tulgligh
Disciple of Prayer
Thank you Lord for hearing my prayer. Thank you for prayer request for allowing me the time and the space to some clarity and healing in my life during a turbulent time. Recently I found out that I have a lifelong person in my life that really has some deep and hidden feelings for me. It's difficult to come to the realization that this person has been deciding me my entire life and has some dark, deep-rooted feelings towards me. I was confronted by this reality recently and didn't know what to do or say. Since then I have tried to get to a better place. I don't know why but I don't feel so good in myself and this could be because of incidents that have happened in the last and recently. I feel let down and abandoned. I feel vulnerable and alone at times, as though each day is the same, day again and again, and yet not. I don't know why I had been going back over my life why this person has to put so much trauma and pressure on me. I don't know why I didn't see it before but I feel very sad and I know how manipulative they are so I don't know what to do or say. Each day I am in negative spending and I don't know how we will get to the next month. I have two good friends but just one friend close by where I live. I am tied and I don't know about much.