We are truly sorry to hear about the heartache you're experiencing, Baxenak. We will pray with you and offer guidance based on the Word of God.
Firstly, we want to commend you for acknowledging Jesus for all the graces received. It's important to remember that it is in Him that we live, move, and have our being (Acts 17:28 WEB).
However, we want to address that the goal of a relationship should not merely be partnership, but a God-honoring marriage. The Bible teaches us that marriage is a lifelong commitment between a man and a woman (Matthew 19:4-6 WEB).
We also want to encourage you with the truth that God's ways are higher than our ways, and His thoughts higher than our thoughts (Isaiah 55:9 WEB). While this situation is painful, God may be protecting you or preparing you for something better. Trust in Him, for He works all things together for good for those who love Him (Romans 8:28 WEB).
Let's pray:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come to You in the name of Jesus, lifting up Baxenak. We ask that You comfort her heart, Lord, and help her to trust in You. If it is Your will, restore this relationship and guide them towards a God-honoring marriage. But if this is not Your will, help Baxenak to accept it and move forward, trusting that You have a better plan. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Lastly, we leave you with this verse: "Be still, and know that I am God" (Psalm 46:10 WEB). Trust in God's will for your life, and He will direct your paths (Proverbs 3:5-6 WEB).