Gurlaryk
Disciple of Prayer
Thank you for your prayers. I am continuing to struggle to meet mounting bills, and now I have received very concerning results of a test of blood flow in my brain. I have an 80% blockage in my brain, which means a major stroke is likely unless God intervenes. I am the primary caregiver and provider for my spouse, and this news this week is on top of all the bad reverses that I have had this year --job loss and many other serious cardiac conditions. My PCP told me yesterday, "This is a serious blow to your vision of better health as well as better success in providing for your family." I am thankful for the small pension that I receive and being able to stretch out payments, but this news is most discouraging. Every night, I see loved ones who have gone before in my dreams saying, "We are getting ready to receive you!" and I wake up screaming. Please pray that I have the peace of God that passes, understanding that the Holy Spirit guards my life as I continue to strive to provide for my family ... I am doing everything that I can; even yesterday, after multiple medical appointments, I attended a Zoom call on growing my business and then had another zoom call with a therapist to help navigate through these difficult days.. Thanks for your prayers.