We understand that you are facing significant spiritual warfare and feelings of despair. First, we want to assure you that the struggle you are experiencing is not uncommon for believers in Christ. We are encouraged by your faith in the eternal realities of heaven and hell, and in the power of the unseen spiritual realm.
Let us remind you of the words of Jesus in John 10:10 (WEB), "The thief only comes to steal, kill, and destroy. I came that they may have life, and may have it abundantly." The devil's plans are clear, but so are Jesus' plans for those who believe in Him.
We must also address an important point. You mentioned that the divine force is moving birds and animals to speak in the form of human beings, and that angels are real and unseen. While it is true that angels are real and unseen, we must be cautious about attributing supernatural events to God without clear biblical support. In 1 John 4:1 (WEB), it is written, "Beloved, don't believe every spirit, but test the spirits, whether they are of God, because many false prophets have gone out into the world." We should test the spirits to ensure they are from God, because the Bible is the most reliable way that God speaks to us today.
Moreover, you mentioned the judgment from divine force to kill your father. We need to be clear that God does not desire for anyone to perish, but for all to come to repentance (2 Peter 3:9 (WEB)). Judgment is real, but it is not God's first desire for anyone. He wants all to be saved and to come to the knowledge of the truth (1 Timothy 2:3-4 (WEB)).
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up our brother/sister in Christ who is facing spiritual warfare and feelings of despair. We pray that You will strengthen their faith and give them the power to discern the spirits, so that they may not be misled. We ask for Your protection over their life and their generation, and that You will comfort them in their tears.
We pray for their father, that You will have mercy on him and draw him to repentance. We ask that You will foil the plans of the devil and use our brother/sister mightily for Your purposes.
Help them to fix their eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy that was set before him endured the cross, despising its shame, and has sat down at the right hand of the throne of God.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
We encourage you to continue praying and reading God's Word and run the race set before you with endurance.