Sis in christ
Humble Prayer Partner
My cough and cold has subsided a lot despite outstation. Nevertheless I still have little phlegm in throat, I pray for continual healing from God. About the transfer, I didn't met big boss unfortunately, that he was away on that week. But I met a colleague from human resource, he was the one contacted me when I was first transfered back to my hometown. I find him to check my document progress, but he said he hasn't received but acknowledged my request to transfer(i believe my bad colleague or my big boss has informed him). He said the documents are likely within the admin office and yet to arrive his place. When I check with him, the top choice city that I choose probably don't have empty seats at the moment, instead he mention about other city that I was not interested in or apply for. I was disappointed and anxious honestly. I'm worried where I would be leading to hearing this kind of news. Please pray for me as I'm wanna pray for better harmony working environment which has justice and fairness and practice respect. I'm worried to work with couples again, with only 2 colleagues of the same race again (which affects my chinese new year holiday when my bad colleagues did not bother to discuss about trying rotation on this). I'm worried to work with such small minded people with no space for progress or dynamics. Instead I don't know if god will approve my apply to work in bigger city, kuching. I wanna praise to God that I was able to change the outcome by telling my colleagues we need rotation holiday this time for chinese new year. So I finally can on leave for these 2 days. Thank you God because only he knows what tough time I have been through.i wanna thank god I realise the troublesome colleague in another district was also revealed by other colleagues about her irritating behaviour. Probably I felt somehow of a justice that people see how this person truly is. I wanna thank God that my family members are back to hometown and i can relax and enjoy the quality time with them for this week. I wanna thank God for the great meals prepared. I wanna thank God also that as I travel for outstation, even though I was isolated by my own district colleagues, I have other district officers knowing I'm alone and would invite me to join along. I'm truly grateful for this. Also, about the video casting, I tried my best to ask my editing colleague to make me as low profile as I can. She was being thoughtful and was patient when I address my concern of afraid about being on screen issue and I'm not really comfortable in acting. She does not make me miserable and she tried to help ease my anxiety. For the moment it is still pending for approval from big boss. I really pray for continue low profile because I could not face myself on screen although it is like few seconds only. It is just awkward and it is supposingly not a good idea for us to expose our identity on screen for such a sensitive post.please continue pray for me on this. I wanna thank God I manage to bring little mandarins to some of the people in my office who has helped me last Friday before I was on leave. I tried to avoid my colleagues by paying attention to the nice person's that treated me well so that they won't know I only treated others mandarins. I thank God because God gave me the chance to send the mandarins at a perfect timing that my colleagues unable to see me directly doing that. I pray God for divine intervention in my life. I pray for kingdom spouse for me and my siblings as I know our parents are very anxious on this for years, seeing our age grows older year by year. Thank you God for blessing me these days I can go have a relax walk at beach with my brother. I actually heard no news of my colleagues might get transferred away. I'm anxious because it troubles me to continue working with them. But I'm also anxious which city is available for me. I also heard there are plans or events in Feb, March and April and yet my colleagues say nothing to me. I know it is not confirmed yet but it left me feels so tired that I was not acknowledged about things despite we are in the same team. God I pray for leaving this toxic environment as soon as possible. I declare that any form of evil of wicked actions directed towards me are all casted to the pits of hell instantly in the name of almighty jesus christ. God please continue protect me as I really need support. I'm dying for support and understanding. Another thing is, my other district officer ask me to bring new coat to my colleague. I felt very troublesome after thinking of many past experiences, that I told them I'm not a suitable person to pass him the new coat. I prefer the guy colleagues to help pass to him. Many officers don't understand what is happening. But I tried to explain only in brief that I m not convenient to do so and if it's not urgent I will need guys officer to help pass to him (where I don't want to take any risk or have misunderstanding since he always thought he is married and has a wife colleague) i thank God one of my district colleagues willing to help me without asking further deep. I could not avoid other district officers how they will think about me (because clearly they heard our conversations in the office), but I wanted to make myself comfortable by making the boundary clear when the item is not urgent to deliver.thank you God, this is very troubling me for the past week. Even though I was on leave, I still remember all the prayers generated for me.i really appreciated as I read through when I can at my time. Thank you and please pray for me. Amen.