Selah12
Prayer Partner
Thank you for praying me regarding my ongoing experience with insomnia. I appreciate it. Unfortunately, I am still having problems with this. I would also like to request prayer for my struggles with anxiety and depression. I have always suffered from being extremely self-conscious and having a poor self-image. I have been living in bondage for all my life, fearing others and isolating myself from others. As a result, I have lived a selfish, lonely life. I have never had a loving relationship with anyone, including my family. But, how can you when you are so into yourself? I want to know what it is like to have a relationship with Christ, to be totally focused on Christ without any distractions from others and/or the world, and I want to know and experience the wonderful feeling of knowing that I am loved by a loving God. I am tired of feeling condemned, of feeling unloved and rejected, and of feeling alone. I am tired of feeling like there is a dark cloud over me and that I am cursed. The Enemy has succeeded in ruining my life by making me feel worthless, ugly, condemned, and most of all, rejected. Please pray that I will overcome this dark depression and be able to live in the light of God's love!! Please pray that God will lead me into the job and plan He has designed for my life. I want to succeed; I am tired of hearing from the Enemy that my life is over and that I will never succeed at anything!!!