Aeldrail
Humble Prayer Partner
Most people know here that I post something about my crush, our relationship didn't go well for about a year, I kept trying to be in contact with her again but I didn't make the step since I was afraid of rejection. But in the last couple of days I had to come over my fear of rejection and actually talk with her. Because it was critical I have to use the right words, I knew she was very mad at me still, but at the end, I apologized to her. She didn't accept it, however I didn't get blocked. Said "being friends again is far." We were not friends officially which is understandable. Because the pain I did to her is not an easy way to forgive and fix. As far as I know she hates me a lot and is pissed off because of my past behaviors, but I see something that might turn out good for us in the future, she gave me a small chance to talk with her. I guess it means she's open to a new friendship for first, but it's not going to be easy to achieve the damage I have caused for her.
Please keep praying for her mental health, PTSD that she has been suffering because of war, and for those things I made for her in the past, pray for her recovery, and that we will be friends again, then later I can get her trust to a level where we can be a couple, so I can help her in her future mental health issues, and give her everything she never got before in her life, a life full of happiness and warmth. Pray for good to happen in these rough times, and that she won't go back into the war zone again, since her suicidal thinking wants to bring her there. Pray for that she won't go there and quit being suicidal... Thank you for reading and who kept praying for us.
Please keep praying for her mental health, PTSD that she has been suffering because of war, and for those things I made for her in the past, pray for her recovery, and that we will be friends again, then later I can get her trust to a level where we can be a couple, so I can help her in her future mental health issues, and give her everything she never got before in her life, a life full of happiness and warmth. Pray for good to happen in these rough times, and that she won't go back into the war zone again, since her suicidal thinking wants to bring her there. Pray for that she won't go there and quit being suicidal... Thank you for reading and who kept praying for us.