Grimgrim
Disciple of Prayer
Thank you for buying time out to listen and pray with me. I'm from South Arica. I'm is such desperate need of prayer. I'm a "single" grandma of 5 grandsons and 4 are living with me. My eldest daughter also stay with me, with 2 of her 3 sons, my youngest 2 sons are also with me. Aged 15, 8, 7 and 6. I'm a photographer, but all the responsibilities comes down on me. I don't mind, because I have my little ones with me. I would give my life for them. The last few months my income just wasn't enough anymore. Having all the kids with me, I just don't get enough. I decided to start giving my tithes, as God says we must trust Him. So I did give it. I was short of R18000 this month. I did get a unsuspected R5000 for which I was só extremely grateful. And I thanked God non stop. I know He is my God and my Helper, and my Father and He also promised me to be my Husband. Of every income I received this month whether it was R300 or R1000, I immediately paid my tithe over into the Church's account. I did it with all my best faith. But tomorrow I have to pay R12000 on my rent. I know being stressed is a sign of unbelieve in what God can do. But in less than 24 hours I have to pay rent.
I am só extremely sad... I've pleaded God so much. There is still enough time for God to do a miracle. And a miracle it has to be. I need two wedding bookings. I know God is God of the impossible. My brain can't even think how there can be an outcome. But I know with God it is possible. I'm a widow for 25 years. Coping and fighting for my kids wnd grandchildren. My Eldest is living with me and pregnant with a little Princess. She is now divorced. She doesn't get any support from her ex husband. My second daughter is married 13 years, and wants a baby só badly, bit she just doesn't get pregnant, even with treatment. My youngest has an addiction struggle. All three daughters are so special to me, it breaks me to see them hurting so much. I'm tired.... I've been holding on to God forever. But I really really need a miracle for tomorrow. I'm trying my best to be the best me. I'm trying fasting I'm giving where I can and I'm constantly praying. I know it's not our deeds that saves us.... but I'm really doing my best. But why does it feel God doesn't want to help me this time? He always does, but I feel hopeless this time. R12000 is an incredibly huge amount. The people of the house helped me, it breaks me to think I can't pay them. And they are not going to be lenient.i know my Father can help me.... but will He? My heart is aching of stress. Aren't I praying right? I gave my TITHE, and He promised to help me... He says I must test Him.... but tomorrow I must pay my rent. ![Loudly crying face :sob: 😭](https://s.prayerrequest.com/data/emoji/1f62d.png)
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