Colley
Faithful Servant
Thank You! Another beautiful day! Yesterday was awkward, something was said about my sex life (or rather lack of) to my face, it's a small town, people talk. Help me to find a wife and a career I want more than anything. I have started to practice again and it's still the direction I would like. Asking forgiveness from that group. Help me to get all the forms in today and help me find a permanent place to live away from prying eyes and noses. it's enough to drive me out of town. Family is pressuring, manipulating constantly, trying to create rivalry and turn me against one or the other. They also keep trying to manipulate me to do things I really cannot do. It is making me want to leave again. They need to mind their own business or I will leave. Churches are in my head. Should I pursue this crazy dream? Help me Father, Amen