Scoesteorior
Disciple of Prayer
So when I was ### I got into new age Christianity real bad. I did tarot, spells, you name it I probably did it or thought about doing it. And since then the Lord definitely showed me why that wasn't a good idea. After the birth of my first son, we became homeless for two years. It didn't matter where we applied to or what we did, our credit was good, we had money, good rental history, we kept getting denied over and over again for a place to live. It wasn't until I got pregnant with my daughter God weighed my past on my heart as I was crying to him one day. "Where are you? Why are we still homeless?" he said to me "Where are YOU? I'm right here". Then he showed me a series of all these times in my life where I ignored him and went to my tarot, went to my social media, went to my --whatever-. He said I've been here this whole time, but you have not been here with me. Do you remember the story of Job? I re-read the story of Job, and how this was so prevalent to my season in life, yes I will never deny my faith with Jesus but I did step aside and let the Enemy take over and deceive. After this it weighed on my heart to create a prayer journal where I wrote down everything, worries, prayers, needs, etc. I sang worship music and praised him with my ###-month-old while homeless in a disgusting moldy basement. I had dreams my entire pregnancy of me facing something and it would take my voice from me, not allowing me to rebuke it in Jesus name. When I was ### weeks pregnant with my daughter I wrote in my prayer journal once more and since I was nearing the end of my pregnancy and desperately needed a clean environment for my children to live in, I was looking at applications and rentals. We had our last $### to our name. I had a feeling and I prayed before I called this lady, God said to me in this prayer "###". I had no idea what he was talking about, I'm like ###???.. So the landlady answers the phone and tells me she's got ### applications left for this one unit available May ###. $### each for adults. I call my boyfriend up and I'm like hey she's got ### applications left, get them right now!! he goes over there and gets the two applications left, I prayed once more "just let this be it" we turn them in same day and pay the fees, lady calls me next morning and says we are approved, move-in date May ###. I would be ### weeks pregnant moving in. I praised Jesus with my baby boy! ### years of being homeless! We moved in May and I had my beautiful baby girl in our new apartment in June. My whole pregnancy I put my faith in Jesus and his Word, his Will. I ask of you guys to just pray for my continued deliverance, my faith, and for the desire of the Lord to grow more within my heart. I grew up in church, I grew up praising Jesus and his Word and I want my children to do the same.