Ten years ago I was sexually assaulted ...

[Anonymous]

Ten years ago I was sexually assaulted by a university course mate. We were alone in my house and He terrified me so much I agreed I would have sex with him, even though I did not want to.

I then spent a whole week in bed pulling my hair out, reliving the moment, crying. I was in another country, far away from my family. I didn’t go to the police nor a psychologist. I just went on working and studying. I had to see him every day at uni, and soon, I became obsessed with him.
We ended up in an on/off abusive relationship for 5 years, where I re-lived cycles of narcissistic abuse.
It ended with me lying to him, saying I was pregnant, just to get the upper hand on him after 5 years of shocking psychological mistreatment. I still carry the aftermath of his abuse with me: I am scared of a new relationship and I’m constantly second-guessing myself, thinking everything will go wrong and that I’m not capable of doing anything well. I’m working on this of course, with the help of Our Lord Jesus, who saved me about a year and a half ago. I have since wrote to my ex to confess the sin of lying and a few other things I did against him that were not right. I’ve never received an apology from him. I don’t really expect it, to be honest.

I hope he can give his life to Jesus. Pray that the Lord may have mercy on me and him, please. Thank you. May He bless you all

 

[Articles]

Our God of peace, you have taught us that in returning and rest we shall be saved, in quietness and in confidence shall be our strength: By the might of your Spirit answer this request according to your will, we pray of you, so we may be still and know that you are God; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.

 

[Inquisitive angel HYS]

I prayed for this In Jesus Name~Amen~God bless you!

 

[The Encourager]

I have prayed in Jesus' name that God will answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy.

A Prayer For You: God I ask You in Jesus' name bless me with the desires of my heart that is the will of God for my life and the lives of those I pray for. God heal me totally in all areas of my life. Make me whole in You. Bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the grace, knowledge, wisdom, and love of Christ Jesus. Bless me with a deep and abiding love to read, study, listen to and meditate upon Your Word. God let Your Word dwell within me richly. So that I may come to know You better, love You more, and make You known. God help me, show me how, and bless me to have an ever-growing closer, stronger, more intimate relationship with You. God bless me with and cause me to always think, act, and react with a God solution-focused heart, mind, attitude, and spirit. God help me and bless me to walk in the truth, faith, hope, and love of Your Word and presence in my life. God place Your angels all around me to cover and protect me from all sickness, evil, hurt, harm, danger, accidents, the plans of my enemies, and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God deal with all my enemies according to Your Word. God all that I have asked of You in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of this prayer, all those I love and care about, and all those who love and care about me. And God please bless each of us to always walk in the integrity, love, character, and habits of Christ Jesus. Let us all live our lives for Your glory and good pleasure. God please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so. God Thank You for answering this prayer and Thank You for loving me. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You Lord Jesus. Prayer written by Encourager Linda Flagg, M.A., Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach

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[flora]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[JesusourLordandSavior]

Praying with you and for you for this. Stay prayerful and strong in faith. I pray our Heavenly Father will grant you strength and peace of mind. Remember God loves you and is always with you. In the name of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. Amen~

 

[YourPrayerMan]

Ten years ago I was sexually assaulted by a university course mate. We were alone in my house and He terrified me so much I agreed I would have sex with him, even though I did not want to.

I then spent a whole week in bed pulling my hair out, reliving the moment, crying. I was in another country, far away from my family. I didn’t go to the police nor a psychologist. I just went on working and studying. I had to see him every day at uni, and soon, I became obsessed with him.
We ended up in an on/off abusive relationship for 5 years, where I re-lived cycles of narcissistic abuse.
It ended with me lying to him, saying I was pregnant, just to get the upper hand on him after 5 years of shocking psychological mistreatment. I still carry the aftermath of his abuse with me: I am scared of a new relationship and I’m constantly second-guessing myself, thinking everything will go wrong and that I’m not capable of doing anything well. I’m working on this of course, with the help of Our Lord Jesus, who saved me about a year and a half ago. I have since wrote to my ex to confess the sin of lying and a few other things I did against him that were not right. I’ve never received an apology from him. I don’t really expect it, to be honest.

I hope he can give his life to Jesus. Pray that the Lord may have mercy on me and him, please. Thank you. May He bless you all

Praying for you to get better - and away from this awful situation. God Bless!!

 

[Anonymous]

The Lord can turn the worst things that happen to us in our lives into something that He can use to help someone else , for His glory . It is good that you are willing to forgive this man and that you are praying for him . My prayer for you is that the Lord will give you beauty for ashes . I speak the joy of the Lord to fill you with His peace and that He will guide you into a relationship with a strong Christian man who will love you like you deserve to be loved .

 

[Leera]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[usha rani]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.