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Anonymous
Beloved of All
Ten years ago I was sexually assaulted by a university course mate. We were alone in my house and He terrified me so much I agreed I would have sex with him, even though I did not want to.
I then spent a whole week in bed pulling my hair out, reliving the moment, crying. I was in another country, far away from my family. I didn’t go to the police nor a psychologist. I just went on working and studying. I had to see him every day at uni, and soon, I became obsessed with him.
We ended up in an on/off abusive relationship for 5 years, where I re-lived cycles of narcissistic abuse.
It ended with me lying to him, saying I was pregnant, just to get the upper hand on him after 5 years of shocking psychological mistreatment. I still carry the aftermath of his abuse with me: I am scared of a new relationship and I’m constantly second-guessing myself, thinking everything will go wrong and that I’m not capable of doing anything well. I’m working on this of course, with the help of Our Lord Jesus, who saved me about a year and a half ago. I have since wrote to my ex to confess the sin of lying and a few other things I did against him that were not right. I’ve never received an apology from him. I don’t really expect it, to be honest.
I hope he can give his life to Jesus. Pray that the Lord may have mercy on me and him, please. Thank you. May He bless you all
I then spent a whole week in bed pulling my hair out, reliving the moment, crying. I was in another country, far away from my family. I didn’t go to the police nor a psychologist. I just went on working and studying. I had to see him every day at uni, and soon, I became obsessed with him.
We ended up in an on/off abusive relationship for 5 years, where I re-lived cycles of narcissistic abuse.
It ended with me lying to him, saying I was pregnant, just to get the upper hand on him after 5 years of shocking psychological mistreatment. I still carry the aftermath of his abuse with me: I am scared of a new relationship and I’m constantly second-guessing myself, thinking everything will go wrong and that I’m not capable of doing anything well. I’m working on this of course, with the help of Our Lord Jesus, who saved me about a year and a half ago. I have since wrote to my ex to confess the sin of lying and a few other things I did against him that were not right. I’ve never received an apology from him. I don’t really expect it, to be honest.
I hope he can give his life to Jesus. Pray that the Lord may have mercy on me and him, please. Thank you. May He bless you all
