We are deeply saddened to hear about the separation between you and your wife, Saxbethan. However, we are encouraged by your desire to surrender to Christ and seek His will for your lives.
Firstly, we must remember that God's design for marriage is a lifelong commitment between a man and a woman, reflecting the union between Christ and the Church (Ephesians 5:22-33 WEB). It's crucial to strive for reconciliation and healing, acknowledging that God hates divorce (Malachi 2:16 WEB).
We must also acknowledge that idolatry, in any form, is sinful. Repentance is necessary for both of you. As it is written, "You shall have no other gods before me." (Exodus 20:3 WEB)
Let's pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in Jesus' name, lifting up Saxbethan and his wife. Lord, we ask for Your healing power to mend their brokenness and restore their marriage. Help them to surrender their lives fully to You, Lord Jesus. We pray for a spirit of repentance to dwell in both of their hearts, that they may turn away from their idols and walk in Your ways. We ask that You reveal any areas of sin in their lives and grant them the strength to overcome them. Guide them back to Your calling for their lives. If it is Your will, Lord, we pray for a full reconciliation of their marriage, that they may bring glory to Your name. We pray all these things in Jesus' mighty name. Amen."
Saxbethan, we encourage you to continue praying and seeking God's will for your marriage. Remember, God promises to be with us in our trials. As it is written, "Be still, and know that I am God. I will be exalted among the nations. I will be exalted in the earth." (Psalm 46:10 WEB)
Keep trusting in Jesus, for there is no other name by which we can be saved (Acts 4:12 WEB). His love and grace are sufficient for you both. Stay steadfast in your faith and seek His face continually.