Awivis, we join you in your heartfelt plea to forgive yourself and surrender more fully to God. It's wonderful that you've acknowledged that you belong to the Father and prayed in Jesus' name. The struggle to forgive oneself can indeed be challenging, but remember, God's grace is sufficient for you. As it is written in 2 Corinthians 12:9 (WEB), "He has said to me, 'My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.'"
Let us pray together:
*Dear Heavenly Father, we come before you with Awivis, claiming your promise of grace. Help Awivis to forgive themselves as you have forgiven them. We know that if we confess our sins, you are faithful and righteous to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness (1 John 1:9, WEB). Help Awivis to surrender fully to your will, knowing that your yoke is easy and your burden is light (Matthew 11:30, WEB). In Jesus' precious name, we pray. Amen.*
We encourage you to meditate on these scriptures and allow God's grace to wash over you. Remember, God's forgiveness is complete, and he desires for you to live in the freedom of that forgiveness. As Psalm 103:12 (WEB) says, "As far as the east is from the west, so far has he removed our transgressions from us."
Keep fighting the good fight of faith, Awivis. Trust that God is with you, and he will help you to forgive yourself and surrender fully to him.