Awivis
Servant of All
Father God here I am. In prayer you told me I bear your mark. Father God here I am before you and I submit to your degrees. You placed a great faith and love in my heart. And I remain on what you have placed in my heart years ago. Spirit and mark of Hosea I take them whit acceptance. The love I feel hurts but it's a reflection of your love towards us God. Towards me too. I asked to love after your own heart and slowly I have learned. I asked something so big I can't even phantom it. The struglle, grief and sorrow that come whit it. But despite everything I praise you Lord for all you have done and the work of Jesus. You gave thus vision, burden, cross to my heart and surrender to you God. Do as you see fit. Weigth my heart if it seeks you. Remove all the things that hinder your work in me, her or in my family. In this age of disloyalty and casual relationship let this situation you placed me in become a testimony of loyalty and resilience of love that comes from you. Testimony that marks the words of 1 Corinthians 13 true. You already showed and did impossible things in my life. Now Father forgive me for trying myself too much. I surrender to your hands God and believe you will do miracles that shake people. Bring healing, rejunavation of love and loyalty to people of Finland and all other nations too. Bring end to the whoredoms of this nation and people to seek you. Use me and my life as you have told me God. People think I am insane for believing something that you can do God and I find it dissapointing and even litlle mocking that people who believe and pray to you say that it's impossible for you to change someones heart or do something. What is impossible to you God? I believe nothing is impossible to you. In Bible you tell you change peoples hearts like streams of water and you give people hearts of flesh instead of stone. This I have faith in. Did you not tell in your word that if we have faith and tell a mountain to move it will? I believe, please increase my faith even further and forgive me for I am small and weak but you God and strong and living God. Father please raise up people whit such bold faith that moves the mountains and changes the hearts. I expect your move God and surreder myself into your hands. Here I am. In Jesus name and blood, amen.