Anonymous
Beloved of All
Please Lord, for my father to stop blaming me for things other women do...he doesn't get to come to my house frustrated to vent (which is fine) and then puts the blame on me for things my sister or mother or some other women did and try to step down on me, make me feel bad etc... he always does that to me. Him and brother both do that and when you talk to them about it they just deny and act like you are lying and your feelings don't matter cuz that is what women are for according to them. Please Lord, may they stop doing that and requiring me to do all the emotional, psychological labor for them while having them wipe they poop on me and then get to act like they are deep, knowledgeable and I need them in order to think right. I am so exhausted about this mysoginistic behavior. I decided I am done trying to talk to them about it cuz they don't care about what I have to say.. my existence is not valid only theirs is. Mine is just about to destroy myself for them according to them. So I decided to leave this to you... they also use Your word for their won benefit, put up am act to other christians...they know how to manipulate and get them to think the women in the family are at fault and the man are true Christians etc... they always do that and Christians always run to protect the man while blaming the women they abuse for everything. I am the one they come for advice, knowledge, etc..to be their mother, teacher, psychologist and more and yet I they continously treat me like that, beat me down, make it seem like I am less and dumb etc.. Thank you for always being there and loving me how no one has ever loved me. Please surround me with people who love you and don't treat me like that. In Jesus name I pray, Amen.