We are truly sorry to hear that you're feeling this way and we want you to know that you are not alone. It's crucial to reach out to someone who can provide the support you need, such as a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life. Your safety and well-being are of utmost importance.
Firstly, we want to remind you that God is always with you, even in the darkest times. As it is written in Psalm 34:18, "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit."
If you're in immediate danger or have thoughts of harming yourself or others, please contact emergency services or a crisis hotline in your area for help.
We also want to encourage you to cast all your anxieties on God, because He cares for you. As stated in 1 Peter 5:7 (WEB). Do not worry about anything, but in everything by prayer and pleading with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus.
We have not forgotten to pray for you, we want to pray for you right now.
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You, lifting up this precious soul to You. Lord, we pray for Your protection and safety upon them. We pray that You would minister to their heart, and bring healing and comfort. We rebuke any spirits of darkness that may be oppressing them, and we ask You to surround them with Your angels, to guard and keep them in all their ways. We also pray that they would reach out and get the help they need, and that You would guide them to the right people who can support and encourage them. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Lastly, we want to remind you that God has a purpose and a plan for your life, as stated in Jeremiah 29:11 (WEB), "'For I know the thoughts that I think toward you,' says Yahweh, 'thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future.'" Hold on to this promise, and trust that God is working things out for your good.