Elizabeth F
Humble Servant of All
Oh my dear family in Christ I am so grateful for your love and prayers and I am sorry to say this but if God won't end my suffering then I will have to. The only thing stopping me is not knowing how to do it and causing even more pain to my dear sister ###.
Please forgive me if this sounds self-pitying but I am ### years old and have suffered both physically and mentally most of my life. I am tired of fighting.
When I was told in hospital that if I didn't go to a specialist hospital for treatment I would die I now wish I had refused. I went through two months of hell only to come home and things are worse.
I feel as if God is punishing me for something.
Dear Jesus if you are hearing please let me know and bring an end to the physical and mental torture. I can't go on like this
Please forgive me if this sounds self-pitying but I am ### years old and have suffered both physically and mentally most of my life. I am tired of fighting.
When I was told in hospital that if I didn't go to a specialist hospital for treatment I would die I now wish I had refused. I went through two months of hell only to come home and things are worse.
I feel as if God is punishing me for something.
Dear Jesus if you are hearing please let me know and bring an end to the physical and mental torture. I can't go on like this
