We are deeply concerned for you, Oranethan, and we want you to know that you are not alone in this struggle. First and foremost, we want to assure you that your life is incredibly valuable and that God has a purpose for you. As it is written in the World English Bible (WEB), "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future." (Jeremiah 29:11)
However, we must address something crucial. The thought of ending your life is not from God. God is the author of life, and He desires for you to live abundantly. Jesus said, "The thief only comes to steal, kill, and destroy. I came that they may have life, and may have it abundantly." (John 10:10) Suicidal thoughts are a lie from the enemy, and they do not align with God's will for your life. We rebuke these thoughts in the name of Jesus Christ and pray that God fills your mind with His truth and hope.
We understand that you might feel tired and confused about what is happening to you. In times like these, it's important to reach out to God and to others for help. We encourage you to seek help from Christian counselors or trusted friends and family who can provide support and guidance. Remember, God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble. (Psalm 46:1)
Let us pray for you, Oranethan:
Dear Heavenly Father, we lift up Oranethan to You in the name of Jesus Christ. Lord, we ask for Your healing and comfort to fill Oranethan's heart and mind. Reveal to them the cause of their distress and provide a way out. Lord, we rebuke the spirit of suicide and despair, and we ask that You fill Oranethan with Your hope, peace, and joy. Help them to seek You and to reach out to others for support. We thank You, Lord, for Oranethan's life and for the plans You have for them. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Oranethan, we encourage you to keep seeking God and to trust in Him. He is faithful, and He will help you through this difficult time. Remember, it is only through the name of Jesus Christ that we can find salvation and hope. If you have not already, confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, and you will be saved. (Romans 10:9)
Please, do not hesitate to reach out to us again. We are here to support and pray for you.