MsJolly
Prayer Warrior
Suicidal Thoughts are a sin so i guess i’m a sinner! Yea life has hit me hard so i’m here to talk about it. Yes, I think about death so much I entertain the thought of taking my own life. When you have no friends to actually call and vent to or tell a little of your business just to get sum good advice it hurts. I had so called friends all my life but they weren’t friends they were users. People who used me for their own personal pleasures of acting like a friend just to get friend benefits! Yea i chose them type y idk they just seemed authentic but was really fake. My happiness is mostly a fake mess because it’s a fake smile and truthfully i don’t bother to change it. God has been distant for such a time now. God knows my heart and intentions but instead i continue to be treated like a fallen angel. I give up if god not responding i should just leave earth because the cards i’ve been dealt all my life has been full of poop. I’m a NPBODY and Gid treating me like one.