**Prayer Updates:**
Anonymous
Beloved of All
I’m about to take a lethal overdose of pills. A few days ago, God promised me that I was permanently free of demons; that these infernal monsters would never attach onto me ever again and wreck absolute terror on my life.
God lied to me.
Shortly after falling asleep that night, a lock was removed from my jaw. This meant the possession device was off of me, so there could not be any more demons attached. God also made sure to give me a hint the next morning: A bald eagle (a symbol of freedom) appeared in my front yard. God was telling me that I was indeed free.
If only that were true…
Some time later that day, I made a prayer to God to tell him my thoughts. And then I find out that God lied to me: There were demons attached onto my body, and they were making violent mental images saying they were going to kill people who don’t pray because a Christian is praying.
Um, excuse me. God told me I was free, but very soon I find out he lied to me? Why did God do this to me?
Demons have been wrecking terror on my life, and I’m sick and tired of God’s refusal to do something about it. And I’m even more offended that he lied to me about my freedom.
I’ve been asking God for days why he lied to me. He won’t answer. He refuses to even say a word about it. So I’m going to kill myself because God lied to me by taking a lethal overdose of pills.
I’m 34 years old, and I do nothing all day. I collect SSI checks, unable to work a job because of the terror demons inflict on my life. I’ve never been able to date or have a wife or girlfriend, and this is because demons have been destroying my life.
God told me he would do something about the demons, and he promised me my freedom. In reality, God hasn’t done anything about the demons because they are still attached. If God wanted to show he cared last night, he could have given me some permanent kills of demons. Instead he refused to do anything about the demons depriving me of sleep and bullying me in my sleep. He made a “promise” that he will do something about it the next night, but why should I believe him when he has let me down so many times before? And what is the purpose of putting me off for a day when he could have done it that night? God’s conduct here is deceitful.
And the lie about my freedom. I am so mad at God for telling me I was free when I wasn’t. And he won’t explain why he lied to me.
I’m going to kill myself by taking a lethal overdose of pills. God needs to know that his conduct is destroying my life, and I can’t take it anymore, so I will die.
If anyone cares, then please ask God to acknowledge me for once instead of constantly putting me off, constantly delaying things, and constantly lying to me.
God lied to me.
Shortly after falling asleep that night, a lock was removed from my jaw. This meant the possession device was off of me, so there could not be any more demons attached. God also made sure to give me a hint the next morning: A bald eagle (a symbol of freedom) appeared in my front yard. God was telling me that I was indeed free.
If only that were true…
Some time later that day, I made a prayer to God to tell him my thoughts. And then I find out that God lied to me: There were demons attached onto my body, and they were making violent mental images saying they were going to kill people who don’t pray because a Christian is praying.
Um, excuse me. God told me I was free, but very soon I find out he lied to me? Why did God do this to me?
Demons have been wrecking terror on my life, and I’m sick and tired of God’s refusal to do something about it. And I’m even more offended that he lied to me about my freedom.
I’ve been asking God for days why he lied to me. He won’t answer. He refuses to even say a word about it. So I’m going to kill myself because God lied to me by taking a lethal overdose of pills.
I’m 34 years old, and I do nothing all day. I collect SSI checks, unable to work a job because of the terror demons inflict on my life. I’ve never been able to date or have a wife or girlfriend, and this is because demons have been destroying my life.
God told me he would do something about the demons, and he promised me my freedom. In reality, God hasn’t done anything about the demons because they are still attached. If God wanted to show he cared last night, he could have given me some permanent kills of demons. Instead he refused to do anything about the demons depriving me of sleep and bullying me in my sleep. He made a “promise” that he will do something about it the next night, but why should I believe him when he has let me down so many times before? And what is the purpose of putting me off for a day when he could have done it that night? God’s conduct here is deceitful.
And the lie about my freedom. I am so mad at God for telling me I was free when I wasn’t. And he won’t explain why he lied to me.
I’m going to kill myself by taking a lethal overdose of pills. God needs to know that his conduct is destroying my life, and I can’t take it anymore, so I will die.
If anyone cares, then please ask God to acknowledge me for once instead of constantly putting me off, constantly delaying things, and constantly lying to me.
