Callum
Humble Prayer Warrior
Heavenly father I come before you right with a heavy burden and a heavy heart, lord I'm struggling with my own will power to stop myself from reaching out to my ex girlfriend Tia I know lord that we were in the early stages of a relationship, but she helped to fell complete and I felt like I was home with her, I wrote a message the other day lord and I haven't sent it as much as want to and it is causing my head and heart to be in so much pain, it's a constant battle lord if I should send it or not and I am slowly losing the will power to stop myself from sending it, I miss her lord and I love her so much, she saw something in me that only a few people ever have and I don't know what it was but I know it was something they liked, lord I'm currently in tears whilst fighting this battle please help me and show me or tell me what I should do as I can't go on like this anymore, I bring this burden to you asking for help and guidance, im an overthinker lord and i hate it, and i hate myself for the sins i commited against Tia and it's killing me not being able to face her and not being able to let her go, when will this torment and torture end for myself, I just don't know what to do, please help me in the name of our lord and saviour Jesus Christ I pray Amen