Writermama
Prayer Partner
Every night for five months I've prayed that God would restore my family. My partner panicked and left me right before he & I were going to marry. My kids miss their stepfather. I miss the man who was to be my husband. I pray but he still won't speak to me. I've changed jobs, I've sought counselling. I've worked to be a stronger person as God helps those who help themselves, but I feel like he will never come home. I'm struggling with my faith in God. How could he allow my family, which was so happy, to be suddenly torn apart over a minor disagreement that I've worked to fix (he didn't like us working together)? How could he hear me pleading for him to restore such a wonderful, loving relationship and nothing? I love my relationship with God, & truly look forward to the time I spend in prayer & meditation. But I also feel abandoned, both by my partner & God. I'm afraid to say this at church & I have nowhere else to turn. Pray that my family will finally be reunited. That my partner will stop running & come home to me & our family. That God will continue to work in my life. He's done so many good things, but this has fallen on deaf ears & my heart is broken. Please pray with me. I know ive asked so many times but maybe the more voices that cry out, the Lord will guide him home.Β