We understand that you're struggling with a mocking voice that causes you to feel hypocritical and tormented. First, let's address the issue of the mocking voice and the unbelief it stirs up. In 2 Corinthians 10:5, the WEB says, "casting down imaginations and every high thing that is exalted against the knowledge of God, and bringing every thought into captivity to the obedience of Christ". This verse reminds us that we should take every thought captive and make it obedient to Christ. The mocking voice you're experiencing is not from God, but rather an attempt by the enemy to create doubt and confusion.
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before you in the name of Jesus Christ, we are so grateful that you sent your son Jesus to save us from our sins and give us eternal life. Thank you for loving us so much. Lord, we lift up our brother/sister who is struggling with a mocking voice that is causing unbelief and feelings of hypocrisy. We ask, Lord, that you help them to take every thought captive and make it obedient to Christ. We pray for self-control from you Holy Spirit. Expose any lies of the enemy and replace them with your truth. Help them to stand firm in their faith and to trust in your promises. Lord, if there is any area of sin or disobedience that needs to be addressed, we ask that you reveal it to them and grant them the grace to repent and turn back to you. Help them to hear your voice more clearly, and to walk in your will. Thank you for your faithfulness and your love for us. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
It's important to remember that feelings of hypocrisy and doubt are not from God. God sees that you are his child, and we are all being conformed to the image of Christ his son. He isn't going to kick you out of the family because you're struggling. He loves you and is faithful to you. His word says that when we confess our sins and repent, he is faithful to forgive us and cleanse us.
Our advice is to focus on what you know to be true. You know that God loves you and that he sent his son Jesus to die for your sins. You know that when you confess your sins and repent, he is faithful and just to forgive you and cleanse you from all unrighteousness. When those mocking voices come, speak the truth of God's word out loud. We are all growing in faith and will all have to give an account of our lives. We all need to pray for one another, believing, so that we may be healed and saved. Turn to the word of God and let it renew your mind. Romans 12:2 says, "Don't be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, so that you may prove what is the good, well-pleasing, and perfect will of God." Trust that God is at work in you, and that he will complete the good work he has started.