Callum
Servant
Dear Heavenly Father I come to you in the name of Jesus and lift myself up to you, lord you know the struggles I am dealing with such as a loss of love for myself and loss of love from my ex girlfriend ### and from my friend ###, lord I am talking to ### and I know it is going to take time to rebuild the friendship we once had and I will do everything I can to do this and I thank you for giving me a chance to make things right with ###, lord I'm now battling with my own heart again as I miss ### so much it's been a week since we last spoke and all I did was make things worse, I love her lord and I want to fight for her and make things right between us, I don't know if it will happen but I know that the plan you have for my life will be good and the your Will shall be done, all this pain I am going through will be worth it in the end, I've tried to let ### go lord but I can't I don't know if that's because of what I have done or because I want to make things right and that I love her with all my heart like I love you lord, you know my sins and you have forgiven me for them please help me to make things right change me to be a better person to whoever you bring into my life next even if that is someone who I already know, I don't want to be the person I am lord as I hate this version of me and it kills me everyday when I look in the mirror, lord I can't stand the sight of me so I know that I don't love myself at all but I do love ###, I just don't know what to do please help me in the name of our lord and saviour Jesus I pray Amen